Voltron oneshots (requests open!)

Lotor x Depressed!Reader

Requested by a friend

You lost him. You lost the love of your life in the quintessence field. You had locked yourself away in your room for days not bothering to get up unless it was the only option.

You left to eat, sleep and use the bathroom and when there was an emergency. Lotor's death took a heavy toll on you. It was too much to open up to the others but they assumed it was Lotors death that made you this upset.

You loved him. You loved him so much. You looked forward every night when you two would sneak around after Allura and Coran went to bed. They were always the last ones asleep unless Pidge was working on something.
You loved how he worried about you when you went out on missions.
You loved how he told you everything. If you asked he would tell you and swear you to secrecy. He didn't tell you about it if he knew that it involved the team in some way.

You loved the way he held you in his arms after a long day. He would hold you so tightly and whispers about what it would be like to have you by his side as once he rules.

You will never experience it again. He will never hold you in his arms. You will never be by his side. He won't be there to tell you any more secrets. He will never be there to worry about you on missions. You two will never sneak around after dark.

You lost him and it destroyed your heart. You felt as if that your heart was broken and then trampled on over and over again.

You don't want them to know the secrets that he shared with you.
You don't want them to know the way you loved him.

They would not understand how you feel. Allura might think she relates because he lead her on but she never could feel the pain you felt. Losing him was like losing half of yourself knowing you would never get it back.

(A/N) I know this is depressing but it wasn't my idea, it was my friends idea once again because I suck with coming up with my own ideas. I tried to incorporate every idea you had about this. It was harder than I thought I'd be. This defines is not the best. Requests are open!
Have a good day/night.