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You slam the door shut leaning against it trying to control your breathing. Another horrible day and it's all your fault. You lock the door and move to your bed and flopped face first into your bed and let out a scream.
Another terrible day. It was getting harder and harder to stay positive, but you managed. There was a knock at your door. You knew it was Lance, so you pushed your self up and looked into your mirror and fixed your hair and outfit. You opened the door with a large fake smile. "Hey, Baby," you greated him. He smiled back and kissed your cheek
"Cut the crap, I know today was hard on you." He said coming in. He locked the door behind him and patted the bed. "I saw how you crumbled when Keith screamed at you today."
It's true. Every single day you shove your negative feelings into a little itty bitty bottle and burry it deep inside. You put on a large smile and all the happiness and positivity you can manage and make everyone happy. But today Keith yelled at you after a mission when Pidge almost got hurt.
You were trying to make her feel a little better but you pissed Keith off in the process. You didn't let it get the best of you. You shoved the ache of your heart into that tiny bottle and hid the tears. If Lance saw it who else did?
"Come here, we can talk about it." He said. He pulled you into his lap and rocked you a little bit. "You did amazing today. I'm so proud of you." He said. You roll your eyes and look down at your hands resting in your lap.
"I didn't. Did you see the look Keith gave me today? He hates me."
"That's not you talking, hun. Keith loves you just as much as I do. He just got overwhelmed." You scoffed and crossed your arms over your chest.
"Sure." You growled. "I'm sure he loves me so much."
"Listen here, he felt bad for lashing out at you. He was scared for pidge and he projected that fear and self hatred on to you." Lance said. "It wasn't you're fault."
"Whatever. I know he's still mad. Lay down. We're going to bed." Lance sighed. He knew that it was a lost cause.
He laid down and pulled you to his chest you both quickly fell asleep.
The next day Lance was gone. You rolled out of the bed and hopped into the shower and promptly burst into tears. You were so overwhelmed with the task of making Keith your friend again and to make everyone feel better in the same day. Once out of the shower you washed your face and soaked your face with a hot rag. You fixed your hair and outfit and checked yourself up in the mirror.
You were almost ready for the day, you shoved all your feelings down again and practiced your fake smile in the mirror making sure they looked real and walked out the door. You can do this. Just smile.
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