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Allura x FTM! Reader

This is for bisexualshadowpup

"Pidge!" You shouted running into her room. She quickly stood up and you tackled her into a hug crying.

"Are you okay?" She asked rubbing your back.

"No, my period came back." You sobbed.

She nodded and moved you to the bed. She held you as you cried. You felt something in your lap and you sit up to see the mice resting against your stomach.

"Pidge, I can see it when I look in the mirror. I'm disgusting." You snap.

"If there was a way we can go back to earth I would take you in a second but that'll take years and we don't have that."

"The others are going to notice." You whispered.

That's what you were terrified about. You didn't want Lance to freak out or your other friends to be unsupportive. You knew they probably wouldn't be hateful but maybe a few would be uncomfortable.

You weren't ready for that yet. You weren't ready to lose them. They were your lifeline. They were the people who will go to hell and back for you. You didn't want to lose them.

"I think you should tell them, that way it happens on your terms. Before you becomes to noticeably different. Since you stopped T, your body is going to go through some rough changes." She said squeezing me.

After you all left earth you were forced to stop Testosterone and it was killing you. Not literally but you started to see the little things in your body that made you want to throw up from pure disgust.

Having your period was the kicker though. You knew it was going to come, you weren't ready to be reminded that you weren't a boy. At least not yet. It was the worse reminder. It was a week long reminder that you didn't want.

You've dressed in very masculine clothes trying and hoping to help ease the dysphoria. It never worked. "Pidge, I can't  go through this again. I don't want the reminder that im not actually male. I can't."

"You can get through this. You're the strongest guy I know." She whispered and you nodded but it didn't feel true anymore.

~

You were getting ready for a sleepover with your girlfriend Allura and you weren't exactly mentally ready for it. You didn't want her to know about you being Transgender just yet. You weren't ready for anyone to know actually.

You changed into your nightclothes and sat on the bed for waited for Allura to get done with the bathroom. You felt less than a man because of your Period and it was gut wrenching. It made your skin crawl remembering that you were once female.

Allura walked in quietly, you had barely heard her soft footsteps over your suffocating thoughts. She didn't look very happy with you. She grabbed her night gown and walked into the bathroom.

Have you done something? Did you say something you shouldn't have? Did she know? Questions raced through your head to try and figure out what you could have done.

She came back out and sat next to you silently. She grabbed your hand and she kissed your cheek.

"I know." She whispered.

"Know what? That I'm a handsome man who adores you." You were terrified. You could hear your voice shaking.

"That you're a girl."

You flinched and shook your head violently. "I'm not a girl. I'm a boy." You said.

"But my mice-"

"They heard me correctly. I was born as a girl. As a kid I realized that I'm a boy on the inside. So I change my appearance to match what I felt."

That night you explained about transgender, your dysphoria and answered any and every question she asked.

~

You were lying awake thinking about the conversation you two had. She loved and supported you. She said she'd help anyway she'd try to help anyway she could.

She wasn't upset that you kept it from her. She told you that you had to tell the team within the week for bonding purposes. Other than that it went perfectly. You were happy.

You rolled over and wrapped your arm around Allura who was fast asleep. You snuggled close behind Allura and took a deep breath. This was happy.

(A/N) I had to do a lot of research and I tried my best with this. I really hope you like this. I kept it brief for some parts because I'm not transgender myself but I went off of what my transgender friend Ryan has mentioned before. Have a good day/night