Broken

Chapter 14

I made the brave decision of going up to them and trying to make them leave.

That right there was THE WORST DECISION I EVER MADE.

As I slowly walked up to the couple I could hear the moaning and groaning getting louder and quicker so I decided to make my move and make it fast.

Its now or never. I thought

As I crashed into them I was greeted by beautiful curse words and so on. When I looked up , because I was laying on the floor, I was greeted by golden eyes. Really familiar golden eyes. That's when everything came together. Like a puzzle piece, everything clicked in place.

This was why he was so distant. This is why he never talked to me. And here I was thinking that it was because his adoptive father died nearly a month ago and he was grieving his loss still. I am so stupid!I thought

My vision was getting blurry from the unshed tears. I stood up faster than I ever thought possible.

He opened his mouth to say something but I stopped him from saying anything. I just couldn't take it.

"And here I thought you were grieving. How stupid was I." I said so cold it even surprised me. Then the next thing that happened was beyond my control.

I started laughing! I couldn't control my laughter. It was so cold and scary it even surprised me.

His face was so funny. It was a mixture between regret, confusion and pain.

"Clary please let me explain-" He started but I cut him off.

"I cant believe you let me down. But the proof's in the way it hurts. You know I was always insecure about us. You've been so unavailable. Now sadly I know why. Maybe I am just not enough. You've made me realize my deepest fear. You knew how insecure I was, and yet you dare tell me there was no one else that you loved me, that I was it for you. Noe I see how "it" I was for you."I kept rambling and talking to myself more than to him. Then I realized that we weren't alone.

I lifted my gaze to see who was the girl that was sucking faces with my boyfriend.

She was one of the new Shadowhunters that came in a week ago. What was her name? Ambriel? Ariel?

"Clary please listen to me. Please, calm down" Jace said trying to touch me, But I pulled away.

"Do. Not. Touch. Me. I can't believe I ever loved you. You're such a liar." I said through gritted teeth. "I'm going to leave you two here to continue with what you were doing. I'm going home." I said walking away from a dumb founded Ambriel and a very pale Jace.

"Oh and before I forget Jace I hope to see you both at the Institute tomorrow night. I have a very important announcement to make. I think you'll be very surprised." and with that I turned around, opened a portal to my room and jumped in.

Once the portal was closed and I was sure that I know one was here. I broke down. Gut wrenching sobs escaped my throat. I got down on my knees and crawled over to the edge of my bed and sat down on the floor. Tears leaving a trail down my cheeks. after some time I guess I fell asleep on the floor.

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I woke up and immediately regretted it. Everything from last night hit me like a ton of bricks in the face. Everything from Jace shirtless sucking faces with that bimbo Ambriel, to me falling asleep on the floor.

This is so not happening to me. First I get raped by my psychotic brother, then turns out that thanks to him I'm pregnant which is probably his child, then he miraculously comes back from the dead, then my ex-boyfriends father and uncle die, then a month later My Ex- Boyfriend is sucking faces with a painted red haired bimbo. This could not get any worst.