oak trees // misfits

s c r a t c h m a r k s

ship: swii7y

swagger x smii7y

prompt: I honestly don't even know I just wrote

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tw; this chapter includes topics of the following, self harm. please read with caution

jaren scratched at his wrist, it has been a habit of his since he was younger. in stressful situations the canadian always scratched at his wrist. eric, his beloved crush, keeps telling him to stop but the younger couldn't help it. it was relieving.

this stressful situation was that he would be seeing his crush very soon. actually he was suppose to walk through that door soon, he texted jaren a little bit ago and told him he just got off the plane.

jaren sat on the his hotel bed, nervously glancing between the door and the floor as he furiously scratched at his wrist.

"jaren I swear if you keep doing that you will make yourself bleed," john stated from behind him. he was laying on the bed. probably going through twitter or some shit.

"shut up.." jaren mumbled and continued the scratching.

john chuckled and decided to leave the boy alone, he left and walked into his own door. which was connected to jaren's unfortunately.

suddenly there was a knock at the door and jaren jumped off the bed with panic. jaren would of thought the guy would send a text so he could have time to put on a long sleeve shirt. but now eric would see and definitely be disappointed in him.

the canadian took a deep breath and headed towards the door. he quickly glanced around the room to make sure it was at least tided up a bit, not that he'd have time to clean up anyways.

jaren opened the door, smiling when he heard the all to familiar voice of swagger.

"sup bitch, ready to get fucked stoned?" jaren laughed and pulled the shorter into a hug, it felt nice to hug him again.

"I've missed you," jaren whispered and pulled away from the hug.

"now lets not get all sappy as soon as I get here. but I guess I missed you too."

jaren playfully punched the mans shoulder.

jaren stepped to the side. letting the shorter man walk in and set his stuff down.

toby had 'accidentally' booked a room with one bed and 'accidentally' put eric and jaren into that room. unfortunately toby knew about Jaren's crush which scared the canadian but the knew toby wouldn't do anything. hopefully.

"jaren." eric said bluntly.

it was now that jaren realized eric was closer to him, and holding his wrist. he stared at the scratch marks and then moved his eyes back on jaren's.

"you promised you would stop."

jaren's breathing caught in his throat, he knew eric would find out he was just really wishing he wouldn't of.

"i know.. i'm sorry but i couldn't help it. i was nervous to see you again."

"smit i care about you a lot and this isn't healthy, i get to hang out with you for a whole week and thankfully sleep in the same bed as you." eric blushed, and jaren knew he probably didn't mean for that to slip out.

jaren just smiled, hugging the other again. "thank you eric, it means a lot."

"of course j, you shouldn't be hurting yourself. you're too beautiful for that."

jaren blushed at the words.

oh heck this week is going to be interesting.

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a/n sorry this is so terrible. i wanted to get a chapter out but i have no motivation so it took me about an hour and a half to write this. someone asked for this ship and i forgot who but here you go

also i apologize for this chapter being different, i am typing on my computer since its hard to type on that tiny ass phone.

love you all <3