oak trees // misfits

C O M F O R T

fitzonthetele

fitz x toby

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cameron screwed the cap of his fiji water back on, which actually had vodka in it instead of water. surprisingly he wasn't really stressed out, well not about youtube at least. normally his stress would come from his inconsistent upload schedule. 

but nope, this time it was coming from the uncertainty of a crush. 

him and toby have been friends for years. and never once had cam thought of toby in more then a friend way. 

now here he is, sitting on the ground sipping vodka and questioning everything. 

cameron doesn't remember when he started liking boys, or maybe toby was the one to make him realize that. it was stressing him out more then it should of. the blond tried distracting himself but everything somehow led him back to questioning. 

has he always liked toby but just now realized? it was confusing. 

cam took another sip of his vodka. it was warm which caused him to gag but he continued to drink it anyways. his phone went off making cam jump. the brightness of his screen increased the pain in his head. not even glancing at the caller id he picked it up. 

"hello?" his voice was groggily and rough. cameron cringed at himself.

"hey cam, you okay?" toby's soothing voice said through his phone. for a second cameron panicked, the boy he was thinking about all day just called him. he felt like a high school girl. 

"oh um yeah im fine. why do you ask?" his speech was slurred, due to the alcohol. he was praying toby wouldn't notice though. 

"well you haven't answered anyones messages from discord and steam. have you been drinking?" 

"maybe a little." 

toby sighed, "im coming over." 

cameron couldn't even argue before toby hung up. he sighed heavily before pushing himself to his feet. if toby was coming over he might as well clean a little bit. 

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the front door opening pulled cameron out of his dazed state. he rubbed his eyes sleepily and looked over the couch to see toby standing at the door. 

"hey," cameron whispered. 

toby smiled and gave him a small wave. "how much have you drank?" 

"'m not sure" 

"come on, you need to go to bed."

toby helped the drunk blond off the couch and to his bedroom. 

cameron laid in bed, suddenly not tired. 

"toby," cameron groaned.

toby's face heated up, "yes?" 

"lay with me." 

with that cameron grabbed toby's arm and pulled him into bed with him. 

cameron was never the sappy drunk, but the lack of a partner and his newfound feelings for his best friend seemed to say otherwise right now. without even thinking cameron pressed his lips against toby's neck. making the younger freeze up. how could someone's lips be so cold? 

"cam what are you doing?" 

cameron laced his hand with toby's, smiling at the warmth it brought him. 

"i like you way more then a friend should and it's really confusing." cameron whispered against toby's neck, pressing another soft kiss. 

toby's face flushed, "go to bed cam. we'll talk in the morning." 

cameron hummed as toby kissed his forehead lovingly. 

he hoped he would remember this in the morning. 

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a/n : should i write a part two?