"I love you to the moon and back Soph" he said, holding me close while tracing circles on my back. I laid there, crying. I didn't know what to think of myself. "We're gonna get through this babygirl. I promise, that whatever life throws at us, I wil...
It's now currently 3:15 in the morning and I'm so glad that Sophie was able to go back to sleep. Her anxiety has been really bad lately. This vacation was supposed to be for her to be able to catch a break. I feel so bad that she has to go through all of this. Hopefully things get better soon.
*two weeks later (the twins birthday)* Sophie's POV
Today is the twins eighteenth birthday. I woke up at the asscrack of dawn this morning to meet up with Cam. We've been talking about party ideas. And we decided that we are going to do a surprise party for them. I feel like it'll be even more special since they won't know. We'll pretend that we completely forgot. It's gonna be really hard for me because I don't want my boyfriend to think that I forgot his birthday. I've been up for about five hours and it like 10 now. Ethan still hasn't woken up yet, and I don't really feel good, so I think that I'm just gonna go lay down for a minute. "Hey Cam?" I asked. "What's up?" She responded. "I don't feel too good, I think that I'm going to go lay back down." I said. "That's fine," She said. But to me it didn't really matter what she said, because I was already half way down the hall by the time she got the words out of her mouth. I walked into our room, to see Ethan still sleeping in the bed. I went over and kissed his forehead, moving his hair out of his face. His eyes slowly opened. "Good morning, babe." He said in a morning voice, while he stretched. He sat up and got out of the bed slowly. I wrapped my arms around his waist and leaned down and kissed my forehead. I turned my head and put my ear to his chest. We stood there for while before he said, "I'm gonna hop in the shower, okay?" I just nodded and went to sit down on the bed. I heard the shower turn off and about ten minutes later Ethan came out in just a towel. He walked over to his suitcase as I ran passed him, into the bathroom. I leaned over the toilet and threw up everywhere. "Oh my god! Sophie!" Ethan said as he ran into the bathroom with only his boxers on. He held my hair back as I threw up more. It felt like I couldn't stop myself. Two minutes later, it finally stopped. "Aww baby..." Ethan said as he rubbed and kissed my head. "Why didn't you tell me you weren't feeling good?" He asked, sounding concerned. "Because I didn't wanna mess up— I didn't wanna mess up your birthday." I said as I began to cry. "Don't cry, baby. I wasn't gonna do anything special." He said trying to make me feel better. "Gray and I were just gonna go out and spend some time together, maybe snowboard a little." He continued. "B- but we were gonna throw you a- a party... a big one." I finally said. My crying grew louder. "Shh I'd rather just be with you anyway. You're my number one priority." He told me kissing my head again. Suddenly, I pushed him away, and threw up again. He grabbed my hair and held it back. I was still crying as I threw up. When it was all over, Ethan pulled my hair back into a messy bun. I put on his sweats and just a sports bra ➡️. I crawled under the thick covers of our bed, with a trash can right beside the bed incase I needed to throw up again.
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Then, Ethan crawled under the covers with me. "No E, go spend time with your family. It's your birthday. You don't need to spend all day with me." I said. He still hadn't put on more than his boxers. "I didn't feel like getting dressed anyway." I smiled and then laid my head on his shoulders. Then my phone rang. It was Cameron. "Shit. I forgot to tell her that I was staying in for the rest of the day..." I said, grabbing my phone off of my bedside table. Then, Ethan grabbed the phone out of my hands. "I'll deal with this," He said.
E: Hey Cam, C: oh- h- Hey Ethan? I didn't realize that I called you... E: you didn't. I just answered Sophie's phone because she still isn't feeling good C: still? Poor thing E: yeah, she's been throwing up basically since she got back. C: that's terrible E: yeah I hate to see her like this. Anyway, I wanted to say to cancel any plans that you had planned for today. Because I want to stay with Sophie. C: that's fine, I understand. But you have to come to the dinner tonight. It's your birthday dinner and mom will be heartbroken if you aren't there. E: yeah I know. Love you Cam C: love you too E. Happy birthday!
End of call
Ethan gave the phone back to me. "Thank you so much for that." I said. "Anything for my girl." He responded. "I'm gonna text Gray and let him know that I can't do anything today." "And if he gets mad?" "Then I'll just tell him that I'll make it up to him." The rest of the day, we just laid in the bed watching Netflix. Ethan held me close to him the whole time. I felt so safe in his arms. And I was so glad that I was going to marry him. I admired the ring in my finger. It hadn't come off since the moment he put it on. I loved it so much and I loved him even more.
