I Need You (Min Yoongi X Depressed Reader)

Moonlight

I lay there in Yoongi's bed still wide awake. I toss and turn, I know this may sound weird but the bed smells like him. I like it, I feel safe. I roll over onto my back and check my phone. It's 3:47am and I cannot sleep. I usually have trouble sleeping, my mind just never stops.

I sit up and walk over to the window trying to be as quiet as I can, I don't want to wake the boys up. Moonlight peaks through the window blinds, it's really pretty. I lift the blinds up and look at the moon. Large buildings almost hide it but I'm glad they don't.

*sigh* "I wish I was the moon. Something that watches over people, lighting the night up"

The door creaks open.

"That's strange, don't you think?"

I get startled. It's Yoongi.

"Sorry did I wake you?"

"No you didn't, I just thought I would check on you"

I blush.

"Oh thank you". My voice sounds low and tired.

"Do you prefer the night? I do, I'd rather stay up all night and sleep all day. I seem to do better when It's night time, weird isn't it?"

"No, I don't think it's weird. I'm the same" I hold my face up with my hand and place my elbow on the window sill and smile gently. The brightness coming from outside illuminating our faces ever so softly.

I shiver a little bit. It's still really chilly.

"Are you cold?"

"Only a little bit"

Yoongi stands up and gets me a blanket. He wraps it around my body like a mother would do to her child.

"There you go" He has satisfied look on his face.

I laugh a little. "Thank you Yoongi"

"You know, tonight's been the happiest I've been in a long time" I blurt out of nowhere.

"Why's that?"

"All of you boy's made me smile so much today, no one has done that to me in a long time"

"What about your friends and family?"

"My family doesn't really visit me to often. When I was younger my parents fought a lot, endless nights of them just yelling at each other. This went on for years and eventually they went their separate ways. Honestly it was the best possible outcome but It still left me a little broken. At school everyone would talk about their perfect families and how they went on holidays and celebrated everything together. It hurt a lot because that was something that I never had but always wanted. I never really had friends either. In school I was quite a shy and timid girl and it often came across as though I didn't care about people but in reality I was just too nervous to approach anyone. Even at work my colleagues are quite nice to me but I wouldn't really consider any of them a friend so I just learnt how to cope alone"

"That must really hurt y/n, I'm sorry"

"Don't be sorry. It's not your fault"

"I know it isn't my fault but to grow up alone, that must of been.....tough."

"Being alone isn't all that bad I guess"

"Well, you're not alone anymore, you have me now"

He gives me a soft smile, I feel warm inside, I feel happy.

~Time Skip~

I wake the next morning slumped up against the wall, the blanket still wrapped around me. I don't even remember falling asleep. My eyes fully adjust and that is when I realise that my head is resting on Yoongi's shoulder. I quickly lift my head up. As I do so Yoongi starts to move.