I Need You (Min Yoongi X Depressed Reader)

Alive

Water, that's the last thing I remember. It was clear and then it wasn't. Not just that, drowning, I was drowning. That is what I remember before everything went black.

"Namjoon how do you think Y/n is doing?"

"Honestly probably not good, but don't worry. It will be fine from now on, after we tell her everything I'm sure she will brighten up"

"I hope so"

"You really love her don't you?" Namjoon says grinning exposing his dimples.

"More than anything" Yoongi responses now too smiling for the first time in days.

Both boys walk to the door of Y/n's apartment. Yoongi knocks once, no answer. Namjoon knocks twice, no answer.

"Maybe she isn't home"

"No I don't think that" Yoongi exclaims, his breath becoming thin.

Yoongi goes to open the door and to their surprise it's unlocked. Both boys calmly enter the apartment. Suddenly the air becomes cold and everything is silent apart from the subtle breathing escaping the boy's body and something else in the distance.

As they gradually make there way further and further in they notice the water leaking from underneath the bathroom door and the noise coming from within.

"Y/n are you in there?" Yoongi asks. No response.

The two look at each other, concern in their eyes. Namjoon slowly opens the door, it feels as though the world is slowing down as they await to see what's on the other side.

As the door fully opens both boy's hearts stop but their body's react and they rush to the scene. It was like something you would only see in movies or read in books, something no one should have to experience in their life time. What was in front of them was Y/n's body under the bright red water, blood still escaping her wrists. She wasn't moving, she was lifeless.

Yoongi pulls her body from out of the water, tears gushing from his eyes as he does so. His throat becomes tight as he cries out her name. His blue jeans bright with blood and his black top soaked with water.

Namjoon stands there. His body in complete shock as he witnesses everything in front of him. It's like he was moving slowly, like his body couldn't process it.

"NAMJOON CALL AN AMBULANCE NOW!"

"O-okay" He says with a shaky voice reaching for his phone not taking his eyes off Y/n.

"Y/n please wake up" Yoongi cries into her chest, he could feel a heartbeat. She was still alive but it was slowly faulting with every second that past.

Y/n's head lays back and her eyes are closed. The colour had escaped her face and her hair is tangled around her neck from the water. Blood, blood, blood. Red was all the colour you could see, nothing else was processing, like when a camera can only pick up certain colours.

Y/n was wilting, she was dying.

Flashing lights. White lights. I was conscious everyone once in a while, but I didn't know I was alive, not for much longer at least. I could feel that I was being moved, wheeled I think. I couldn't move my body, it was like I was paralysed. There was people around me talking to each other, I could hear them but still all I could see was white. Flashes of Yoongi's voice was there as well, he was yelling I think. It's like a dream I wont remember, is this even real right now?

"I'm sorry but you can't go in any further"

"No! I'm her boyfriend let me through!!"

"I'm sorry sir but you will have to stay here while she goes into surgery"