psycho |c.h| |b.s|

|a.k.|

(im rlly mad bc i had this all written out and then my computer shut off like wtf computer pls) 

(btw this might just alllll be arianna's letter to calum bc thats what i had and it was already 568 words so idk i think its stupid to add anymore sinceeeee i cant have one chapter be two pages since this is a SHORT STORY FOR A REAAASSOON)

(p.s this will be ending soon bUT i might make a sequel woo wooooo)

(p.p.s i dont know why i am writing in parthensis, but I LOVE YOU ALL AW STAY PRETTY)

(but im also rlly scared wattpad will delete this and if it does i'm deleting my wattpad account fuccccck that)

(OKAY IM BEING ANNOYING ENJOY)

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dear asian boy,

are you happy yet?

do you not realize what you fucking caused, calum?

your best friend is dead.

and you?

you're to blame.

you're all to blame.

i know what you're planning.

you know,december 16th?

i'm here to tell you that's stupid.

but, what do i know, right?

i'm just a little psycho that no one cares about or pays attention to.

right?

is that all i am to you calum?

i mean, that's all i am to anyone.

but i thought you were different.

i thought we were different.

remember when we hugged, calum?

and when we kissed?

did you think that meant nothing to me?

i keep thinking about it over and over again.

i thought about it last night too.

when i was stabbing luke.

every stab was another reason for me to hate you.

i didn't want to kill luke.

but you caused it.

you don't understand, calum.

everything i do isn't a wing it.

i plan it out.

and i've planned his out since the day i met you.

because i knew what you would be thinking, calum.

i know you started to hate luke.

everyone did in the end of it all.

but now, you don't have to worry about it.

but, i'm still somehow a fuck up to you, right?

i read your letter.

you know, the one where you said you fucking hated me.

but we all know none of that was true, right babe?

i saw your face when you saw luke being thrown over the railing.

i saw the fear in your eyes.

i saw the tears stream down your cheeks.

i watched as the pain gradually filled up inside of you.

but you didn't know i was there, did you?

kind of like.. first grade all over again?

"arianna kline isn't worth a dime."

you don't remember it, do you luke?

we were all friends.

me.

you.

luke.

michael.

ashton.

we were all, just, so close.

until you ashton and michael got into a car crash when we were all 14 years old.

then, you three forgot all about me.

but in first grade you all bullied me.

threw me off of swingsets, pushed me down jungle gyms.

it's time for something sweet and sour.

revenge. 

you'll remember soon enough, calum.

until then,

goodbye.

love,

psycho.

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one down, 7 to go. 

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AH SHIT