Goodbye 💔

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Nagisa POV
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I sit in class wondering in my mind trying to chase my thoughts and tie them down, yesterday Karma confessed to me and I turned him down. Why did I do that? Probably because I say Kayano in the corner of my eye and how sad she was.

I wanted to say yes but seeing her made me say no. I wish I said yes.

"Nagisa-kun, have you seen Karma-kun at all?" Koro~sensei asked me since we are supposed to be friends.

I ruined it

"No, I texted him but he hasn't responded." I tell him quickly, "sigh oh well, let's get started shall we?"

Time skip
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After school I start to walk to Karma's house so I can talk to him, I get up the steps of the mansion and knock, but when I do it opens on it's own.

Weird

I walk into his house and already know where he'd be, in his room. I don't know what will be there, but I'm just praying that he's just asleep.

I walk up the creaking steps up to the second of three stories slowly pushing open the dark red door...

Karma POV
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Flashback

I can't handle my heart being broken this badly, I wish it would all go away. I wish I would go away

I know that it was because of Kayano, after Nagisa left she walked up to me laughing at my face asking how dumb I could be to think he would love me.

She's right though, how dumb was I to think that? How dumb was I to think a that anyone loved me? How dumb was I to think I deserve to live?

I might as well just die, what do I do anyway? Be annoying, hurt people, be the fucking failure of the class?

I'm just done.

I grab a sheet of paper and a pen, it's one Nagisa gave to me because I forgot one and he just let me keep it, I then grab a piece of rope and chair.

I write down my last words to this cold unloving planet, then go to tie the nuess. Once done I get up one the chair ready to end it all.

"Goodbye world, Goodbye Koro~sensei, Goodbye Nagisa..." before I jump up and take my last breathe.

I'm finally free...

Nagisa POV
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No

No

No

No

No! This can't be happening! It just can't! Maybe, if I said yes this wouldn't have happened, why did I let Kayano stop me? Why?

Why?

Why?

Why!

I grab my phone it call Koro~sensei he picks up from I don't know where all I know is that it's far away.

He's on his way now and I finally see the suicide note, picking it up to read.

Dear world,

I've decided that I was something that would be better gone to end people's suffering, then stick around. I'm sorry if anyone in this earth could ever love me and misses me. Go waste your time doing more important things, I know you'll all forget my name by the end of the week. So these are my last words.

Goodbye cruel world, I'll never see you again.

Tears stroll down my face even faster, I wish I could hug him again, hear his laugh again, kiss him. But now I never will.

It's to late, he's gone now,

Forever.

a/n... well all I have to say is go read my new book called welcome to hell, we'll see y'all later bye~
By: Cass
Date: Feb 14th
Word count: 600

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