why? P.1

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Kayano Pov
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"If you "loved" him, why would you do this?"

I shrug my shoulder, my long brown hair falling further down onto my back.

"I just wanted to I guess."

"Ok, but why with me? We're both girls if people were to find out both of our lives would be ruined!"

She panics slightly, her purple eyes glossy with tears at the thought of what will happen.

"It'll be fine Okuda, we'll just, have to be careful."

"But, what about our boyfriends? What will they say?"

I ponder the thought for a few seconds, wondering if this will be the right next step.

"Do you really want to stay with him, after this?"

"...no, not really, I was planning on breaking things off but not like this."

"Well, it's now or never."

I grab Okudas hand and bring it up to my face kissing the back of it, enjoying her beet-red face.

"Just promise you'll stay by my side and not do what we did to our boyfriends."

She giggles lightly looking fucking adorable.

"Okay, maybe plan a double date and brake the news together? Or will that make it obvious we cheated on them?"

"Hmmm we should do this alone, it will make it a little easier, and maybe not at the same time, so it's even less suspicious."

"Good idea."

I smile softly at her, this will not be easy, but it's better this way then to be stuck in a relationship I don't wanna be in anymore.

Time skip
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"Hey! Nagisa! We should go out tonight! As a little date night, it's been a long time since we've had one!"

"Oh, uh, sure, why not?"

he smiles the smile I once loved.

I have to do this, I have to do this, I have to do this, I have to do this
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But it will crush him... but it will crush me staying in this relationship... this is what's best for both of us.

"I'll have a reservation set for tonight!"

"Ok! I'm gonna head off to work, I need to get them ready for mid terms, I'll see you later!"

"Bye Nagi!"

The house was quite after he left, he moved in about two years ago, we were happy as can be, after three years of dating my heart felt less love for him. I thought it was nothing, I know now it was me falling out of love with him, my heart no longer loves him.

Nagisa POV
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"Already class! Let's start today's lesson!"

"NAGISA~SENSEI!!!"

"Yes Matoko?"

"Do you have a girlfriend?"

"W-why is that important?!?" I blush bright like a traffic light.

"Because, it looks like the famous actress (I forgot the name ;-;) was seen with you lately! So..." Matoko aka mini Rio holds up her phone with a photo from Kayano and I's last date.

"Starting with the lesson!"

"Hey!"

"I SAID STARTING WITH THE LESSON UNLESS YOU WANT DOUBLE THE HOMEWORK!!!"

"Ok Nagisa~sensei..."

They all hold their heads down.

"Now, let's jump right into today's lesson."

Time skip
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I was planning on proposing to her, but she has something to say if she's just randomly proposing the idea of going out.

WHAT IF SHES BREAKING UP WITH ME!?!

No, we've been together for six years or so now, she wouldn't cut it off out of the blue.

...but what if she does?

NO! It won't turn out like that! I hope it doesn't...

"Nagisa! Let's go already, wouldn't wanna be late!"

"Okay okay I'm coming!" My blue tie now tied I head down stairs to see her waiting at the front door.

"There you are! Let's go!" She grabs my hand and runs out to the car.

"Kayanoooooooooo! Slow down!"

"Nuuuuuuuuu!" A small laugh is shared between us before getting in the car.

Time skip ~~~~~~~~~

Kayanos POV
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I have to do it now

We walk through the sparkling park passing the shimmering lake.

"Nagisa, I wanna talk to you"

His face falls into that of a look of fear.

"About what?" His eyebrows knit together in worry.

"I wanna break up."

A/n I AM SO SORRY! I know it's been months but I just, didn't feel like writing anything, this chapter wasn't even finished I just saw how long ago since I last updated and panicked, I'm gonna try for a Christmas one this year but no promises. I hope you're not too mad at me, but my updates will be like this for, well forever, I have a very busy schedule and when I'm free, I'm tired from working all day so I sleep or read, sometimes I try to write but have no motivation. It's been hard to get motivated to do most things for a couple months, only really doing it so society is happy with me. But I will try to update faster, I love y'all and I'll see you next time, bye~

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