KarmaxNagisa one shots because why not?

I don't wanna say goodbye

Nagisa POV
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"Karma, come on, we should go say goodbye to her." He sits still and doesn't move.

"Karma please, it sucks, it really fucking sucks, I wish the treatment worked and that she was fine but it didn't work, she's gonna die, but the least we could do is be by her side for it. She deserves that much." I move closer to him and place my hand on his.

His body shakes and he sobs.

"Why does she have to die, why can't that all be fake, I want this to be fake. To wake up and she's fine, she's not gonna die, she's gonna live a long life and that she'll be healthy and up on her feet. Why is that real life? Why can't she be okay?" He curls up on himself and hugs his knees close.

"I wish she was healthy too Karma, but the truth is, she isn't, they've done what they could to save her but it didn't work, and she fought for her life, but she's losing the battle. Cancer is terrifying, but we can't just hide away and hope that she'll be okay because we both know she won't, she won't walk out of that hospital room. But we can't let her last moments be alone in that room, she deserves so much more, she deserves to live a long life but that can't happen. It's scary, but if we never talked to people and made friends that we know who would one day lose, then that isn't a life worth living. She had a life worth living. She was worth knowing even if she won't be there for all of it, it was worth it to have known her and to have made the memories we did with her."

I hug him close wiping his tears away.

"We need to be there for her, she deserves to have her friends there for her, so that's what we'll do." I pull away and squeeze his hand. "Okay?" His breath is shaky but he smiles at me.

"Okay."

Time skip
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"You guys made it!" Her voice is weak as she smiles wide like a kid in a candy store.

"Of course, we wouldn't miss this for the world." Karma walks up to her and holds her hand.

"Thank you." She closed her eyes as she lets out a soft sigh, "it's nice to see you again"

Karma just holds her hand tighter.

"It's nice to see you too." His eyes tear up as I walk up to her and put a hand on his shoulder.

"We brought you some cake, since your birthday is in a week we thought it would be nice to have some cake."

She smiles again sitting up slowly clapping her hands like a toddler.

"Oh it better be chocolate or this is the worst birthday ever." A soft laugh echos in the room.

"Double chocolate actually."

Her eyes light up like it's Christmas.

"Thank you, I know it's hard, since I'll be gone so soon, but you two really have helped, so thank you."

I smile softly at her.

"Of course, we love you, why wouldn't we say goodbye?" Tears sting my eyes as she tightly smiles.

"I don't know."

"Exactly, we're gonna miss you a shit ton, but don't you dare haunt us, I swear if you throw our shit around I'll be pissed, happy, but pissed." Karmas joke lightens the mode up.

It's hard to say got anyone. A pet, a family member, a friend. It's really fucking hard, you want it to be fake, but you know it's real.

Cancer is horrible and so fucking scary, it sucks to lose someone to it.

So if you've lost someone recently, from cancer or not, I'm sorry, I wish you the best.

I don't know who needs to hear this, but I know that I needed to hear this. It really fucking sucks.

But we can't just hide from it, so tell someone you love them, because they deserve to hear it.

A/n sorry if that was dark, but I just learned that a friend of mine will die soon due to cancer. He's at stage four. He was so strong and I wish his family the best. I have two more chapters lined up that are much more might hearted so hopefully they won't take too long to post. Anyways I'll see y'all later bye~
By:Cass
Date: August 23
Word count: 749