The Potions Master

тнiгиуоле: you smell like amorentia

a month later. a week before the last task.

I awoke, springing up panting once again, out of fear and tears, these dreams. Felt so real, so pure, so scary, unbelievably frightening. I rubbed my eyes, it was the weekend and I looked out the window. Must be morning. I got up out of bed, rubbing my eyes and sighing. Yet another day. Something awfully strange has been going on between Severus and I.

We'd kissed twice, I laid in his arms, he told me to sit on his lap, he called me stunning, and he made me eat a rock. Was that normal for a teacher and a student? Was I supposed to revolt against him and expose him to the authorities? No, no certainly not.. I said I loved him for merlin's sake. Was this love? I mean he never replied or gave me an answer, and ever since we've been going about things as normal. I mean we wouldn't kiss anymore, which I missed almost.

I nodded to myself and put on my normal clothes and not in a uniform, beginning to freshen myself up. After I finished with that I left out the door happily. I'd become close friends over the month with the trio, consisting of Harry, Ron, and Hermione. They even stopped pestering me about who was in the paper, the Gryffindor's accepted me. I loved it.

I walked into my common room, everyone glaring my way and I felt small. Cassidy glared, Brian glared, Draco glared, Blaise glared, they all glared. I kept my head low and sadly walked out of the common room, planning to wander about for no reason. Before I could completely head out Blaise along with Draco and his thick friends stopped me, blocking the way. I sighed and looked at the ground. "Where do you think you're going?" Draco asked with an accusingly annoying shrieky tone. "Up yours, get out of the way". I muttered. He scoffed and glared down at me. "Why so you can run off with that damn-right shameful teacher? Professor Snivellus". Draco mocked making me glare. "Don't call him that". I seethed up at him. "She's in love with the Snivellus!" Blaise chimed in. I rolled my eyes. "Shut up!" I yelled. "He's probably a mudblood that's why, she loves them". Draco remarked and laughed, I started to feel my face heat up from embarrassment and anger. "Stop it". I mumbled furiously. "Or you'll do what?" He tested, I clenched my fist.

"Or else I'll break your kneecaps". I answered aggressively. He raised his eyebrow at me, and reached into my back pocket slowly, glaring. We were eye to eye. "Really? With what?"

I raised my wand to his chin glaring evily. "Sect... um.. sem..........". I waited as he began to whimper, immediately remembering the spell. I smiled a little. "Now stop bullying me, or else I really will break your knees". I put my wand down and walked threw them, they all stared, astonished. "My father will-"

I turned around and pointed my wand at him. "Your such a crybaby! All you ever do is whine to him, no wonder you disappoint him so much. Be a man". I growled, watching as he closed his mouth and seemed to have a hurt expression. I rolled my eyes and walked away, speed walking down the hall.

draco's pov.

I sat in the boys bathroom, glaring at myself in the mirror. No wonder you're a disappointment to your father. The words surrounded my head, they hurt. My dear old friend was no longer my friend, as far as she was sure, we were enemies. I didn't want to be enemies. I felt so sick, so shitty, so bloody, so down in the gutter. be a man. be a man. be a man. be a man. be a man. be a man. be a man. I hit myself hard, what is wrong with me? I wanted to be good, I did, I wanted to be a good person, I am a good person... I swear.. I wanted to be a good person.

I didn't know how. I felt a few tears run down my cheeks. Nobody even knew I had feelings, did they? I was such a monster, I wish i was better. I wish I was better. I wish I was better.

time skip, y/n's pov.

"I hate my house". I complained, sitting in the Alchemist's tower with Severus. He took a glance at me confusedly. "Why?" He asked, tilting his head at me. "They're all jerks". I mumbled. "Even those.. two.. what're their names, Brian.. and Cathy?" He continued. I chuckled. "Yeah.. them, their jerks too". I trailed off, leaning against the balcony railing with severus. I stared off into the distance, then nudged him. "I guess I have you?" I smiled at him, he finally smiled back. "You do". He stated. I bit my lip in thought. "The next task is next week". I said to him. He nodded. "Let's hope I dont die". I said quietly. "You won't die".