one plus six. || hoseok x bts

【one】

❝you led me on with your light, then left me alone in the dark.❞

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hoseok opened his eyes, his stomach rumbling in hunger.

"i do hope there's something to eat..." he was sure he voiced his thoughts unintentionally. he could even hear himself say it out loud.

the dorm was silent, hoseok's monologue of being hungry echoing through the corridors.

he quickly brushed his teeth, changed into a black and white striped t-shirt and grey jeans, and rushed downstairs.

no one. only a stupid post-it plastered on the wall in a hurry.

hoseok walked over to the note.

"hoseok-ssi we're going shopping at our favourite mall today so just make yourself comfy at home okay? don't stray too far. maybe you could join us in the afternoon or something. bye bye    - ksj"

he sighed. they were always like this. they never invited him to their activities. whenever he hosted activites, they always stood him up. not once did they actually show up.

no. hoseok suddenly widened his eyes in realization. there was one time they didn't stand him up.

that was on june 13th, when they first debuted, back in 2013. they went to the amusement park, then had a big feast celebrating their debut. they got really wasted and got scolded by their manager the day after, but nonetheless they had a lot of fun.

where did all these days go, he wondered. hoseok scratched his head and closed his eyes.

all hoseok could remember, was slowly every member had distanced him, excluding them from their events, and rarely spoke to him apart from work.

i can't blame them. it's my fault. hoseok thought again, heading into his studio to produce more songs for his mixtape.