Love for a thug (Unedited)

reality

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  We sat here waiting for the doctor to finsh his sentence "Well Sydney Jackson is doing alright she's stable we are gonna keep her here for observation she did try to commit suicide but your more than welcomed to go in." I rushed in seeing Sydney looking miserable

"Sydney what the fuck kinda bullshit is that why would you try to fucking commit suicide thats how you deal with your problems you know what the fuck it was like for me to lose my momma and my brother now lose you, you think thats okay? what kinda shit is that." I said all while shaking my head this was fucking crazy

"Don't act like you care I called you a million fucking times where the fuck were you oh let me guess you where with that bitch Stacey dont think I didn't know about what occurred last week you really aint shit." Sydney said rubbing her cuts giving me death glares

"So you try to commit because I did some dirt damn Sydney I fucked up okay but thats never a reason to go this damn far girl you so far gone you dont even see."

"Get over yo damn self I didnt try to kill myself because of you and your hoeing ways, Some shit occurred with a tape recorder including my step dad I called you, you never fucking answered I was depressed and it just fucking happened I wanted to die I still want to die you shouldve just left me there damn you."

"SYD.." I was cut off by Sydneys mom who apparently been in the room for a while along with Serena and Terrance who looked upset with each other "What about Steven?" Sydney gasped she hadn't noticed her mom was here she looked like she was about to faint. "Huh?" Sydney said trying to act like she didn't know what was going on.

"You heard me what about a tape recorder and Steven?" Sydneys mom kept saying Sydney just kept silent "with all do respect Ms. Jackson Sydney just tried to kill herself we have much more important things to talk about." Serena said while looking back and fourth from Sydneys mother and Sydney

"Sydney tell me now. "

I couldn't take this no more "He raped her he's been molesting her since she was little, You never being home was an issue you could've prevented this from happening you let a low down dirty child molesting bastard be around yo kid."

Everyone turned their heads at me shocked Sydneys mother looked furious,  She walked up to Sydney and slapped her I rushed over and pushed her back away from Sydney "You whore making up fucking lies you seduced him dont ever lie on Steven he's been nothing but a good man to this family. "

"FAMILY WHAT FUCKING FAMILY YOU WAS NEVER FUCKING THERE FOR ME NEVER YOUR HUSBAND RAPED ME AND YOU GOT THE NERVES TO SAY IM LYING GET THIS BITCH OUT GET HER OUT NOW!"Sydney said yelling.

Terrance pushed her out the door way and Sydney sat their crying I tried hugging her but she shoved me away "No this is all your fault get out, Serena get him out." I was shocked I just walked out Terrance was right behind me "Yo man im sorry." Terrance said

"It's all coo man."

My phone started ringing and it was my men from the trap "wassup" I heard some shit I did not wanna hear especially at a time like this "Find the motherfuckers who did it and ill be right there." I hung up

"Cmon Terrance. " and we was out

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We arrived to the trap 15 minutes later pulling up I walked in and all my men sat there silent no one talking no movement "What's going on?" I wanted answers cause niggas was too silent "So yall aint hear me?" One of my men stood up "Prince Ralph has something he needs to tell you." He said quickly sitting back down causing Ralph to mug him.

Ralph cleared his throat before standing "Boss alot of us feel like ever since you got yourself a girlfriend you haven't been handling business lately somebody stole from that trap you wasn't here, Some money has been missing your not here I just sell this not my responsibility we dont know what to do."

  

I have been off my game Sydney too much of a distraction she got to much damn problems I got enough of my own.

"Thats really how yall feel?" They all nodded in agreement

"Damn I didnt really know I was slacking like that trust im back, Much respect to you for keeping it real with me. Now lets find the sons of bitches who stole from us."

Everybody got to work I sat in my study thinking to myself I really been off my game but all thats about to change.