Love for a thug (Unedited)

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(Sydney P.O.V)

There stood Carter he looked so sexy for a second I thought I was just imaging him I thought it was so crazy how I was just thinking about him and then pow here he go like what..

"Hey Sydney how you been?" Carter asked me sitting down, I haven't seen him in about two months then he just pops up

"I've been fine Carter what are you doing here?" I said rolling my eyes I was glad he was okay I've been worried about him but I wasn't going to let him know that.

"Why so much attuide you know you missed me." He smiled those pearly whites and I was ready to hop over that table and attack his lips.

"Carter wasn't nobody thinking about you." I said he looked a bit hurt by what I said.

"You look beautiful Sydney you look happier I hope things have been working out for you." I nodded " Do you remember what you told me when you last saw me two months ago?" He said, I remembered it vaguley I couldn't stop thinking about what if that was the last time I ever saw him again.

"Yes I told you that you needed help you wasn't living life right and you couldn't get over your mother and brothers death turned you into a real hateful person." He nodded in agreement

"Yea I admit I turned into hateful person when you've lost the only family you had it'll do something to you. But I'm really here to tell you I did get help after you told me that I needed to seek a counselor I thought about my life and I decided that wasn't how I wanted to be living. I went to a facility for two months they helped me deal with my mom and brothers death and I can honestly say for the first time in my life I can breath I'm happy and I can rest easy knowing they both in a better place I would've never been at this point in my life without your help and I wanna say thank you. I gave it all up I gave away the trap I threw away that lifestyle I wanna be somebody in life I can actually imagine myself walking across that graduation line. Shit is honestly crazy cause I would've never thought I would've been at this point in my life but here I am and shit I'm gone make something of myself I don't know what yet but dammit something, I wanna accept Jesus into my life and try to see look to see the future."

I was so stunned here sat Carter telling me how he changed his life and this is something I would've never imagined him saying but I'm honestly so happy for him.

"Wow Carter I'm so happy for you I'm glad you've found yourself and can see a future for yourself cause I remember a while back you couldn't believe you even made it to 17 I'm so unbelievable happy for you." He smiled

" While I was in the facility I couldn't stop thinking about you I really did miss you." He said making me blush

"Ive missed you to." It was nice seeing him smiling

"I called you the other day to tell you I was back in town but yo dude answered." He said losing his smile

"His name is Chris and were sorta just friends I don't know its complicated." He nodded I wish I didn't say that

"I hope your happy with him I'll let you go enjoy your day." He said nodded and getting up walking towards Terrance, Serena came running over to me smiling "Omg are y'all back together what he say is this a love story." I shook me head laughing

"No we are not back together he told me about him dropping that lifestyle he plans on having a future finishing school and doing something with his life I'm happy or him." I really am happy for him but I wanna be happy with him I like Chris I really do but with Carter it was something so sweet I want him back

"Damn girl I wish Carter would knock some sense into Terrance I want him out of these streets I mean damn we have a baby on the way but he don't care the streets is apparently his life I'm getting tired." I nodded in understance

Terrance walked signaling us to come on we was about to shop which I was extremely happy about. We got up to join him and looked back seeing Carter leave god I miss him.

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I was sitting in bed after out long day of shopping Terrance bought us all types of clothes I'm SL happy about this its been a while since I've been shopping and now I can wear my own clothes and not Serena's. Who am I kidding I'm still gone wear her clothes they are cute.

It was 11:49 and I couldn't stop thinking about Carter. I should've told him how much I loved him and asked for him back I really do love him.

I sat here debating on weither or not I should call him I was just about to press send when Carter was already calling me I smiled I didn't wanna answer on the first ring and seem thirsty so I waited till the third ring "hello?"

I heard sniffles on the line "hello?" I said again

"Carter has been shot"

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