Love for a thug (Unedited)

New memories

(Carter)

I sat here looking at Hope sleeping something ain't right I mean the way she killed them men. Like now that I think about it bitch was really on her dragon ball Z flow I might've seen her and the air throwing knifes into niggas throats.

She's a sweet girl but man I can't stop thinking about Sydney, I really can't stop thinking about how I messed up I'm laying in bed with a stranger when I could be hugged up with Sydney. And after yesterday Hope really scares me.

Hope continued to sleep, I grabbed the pillow from behind my head and quickly hit her in the head with it. I then threw the pillow on the side of the bed. Hope woke up stretching "Good Morning." She said yawning

"Good morning"

"You okay look like you've got a lot on your mind."

"Well I kinda have been thinking about you being a killer, can you tell me more about your father."

"You sure you wanna hear about this." She said

"I really do cause yesterday you was on a whole nother level I just got to know."

"Well it's not much to say my father was a drug dealer he made a drop one night with the people who was supposed to be his team and they turned on him and killed him, I was ten years old my mom died giving birth to me and he was all I had so I took away all they had." Hope said

I wanted to know what happened to her father cause I thought it would ease my mind but this just put me on edge. "Wow um thanks for sharing." I turned over away from her pulling the blanket on top of me only to have Hope rap her arms around me laying her head on my back. What the fuck was I thinking

How am I gone get away from this bitch.

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It was a Monday and I sat here in class not even paying attention I should've stayed at home but I had to do anything to get away from Hope. This was my last block of the day and I did not feel like seeing her, I feel like one wrong move with her and she slicing my neck, My thoughts was interrupted when Sydney came walking in she ain't been to school in a minute I almost forgot we even had a class together.

She walked to the teacher giving him her pass and sat down but not before catching eye contact with me. She looked surprised but quickly rolled her eyes sitting down. I knew she was mad at me about what happened that night but it wasn't my fault I actually thought she was a cool girl not a crazy killer and this coming from a dude who was a sniper for about two years of my life.

While the teacher was at the board writing I quickly got up from my seat and ran over to the side of the room where Sydney was and sat down in the empty desk besides her. She looked at me and rolled her eyes looking back at the teacher. "Sydney I'm sorry I never meant to hurt you, You know you the only female besides my mom who got my heart."

She laughed "Save that shit for Your knew bitch."

"You know that's not my girl I actually wanna end that and make us work." I said grabbing her hand only for her to snatch it out my grip.

"Oh you can't be serious I get kidnapped and you fucking run to that bitch and not even comforting me at that crazy as time, and that's something I don't think I can ever forgive."

She was a bit loud and the teacher looked back "is everything alright do you guys have something you want to share."

"No sir she had a question on that last part about the robber barons." I replied

"Alright very well."

He turned back teaching and everybody continued to not listen, I grabbed both of Sydney's hand and brought them to my chest "Sydney I breath for you, it's hard getting up in the morning but I think about you and how much I so badly wanna make you my wife so I get up and grind for a future I know we can have so please don't turn your back on me. On us" I said pleading

"Carter I love you and you know that I just don't see how you can confess your love for me at the mall and then when It comes time to put our love to the test you fail it quickly by running after the next bitch. I don't know carter just give me some time." I nodded and made my way back over to my original seat

I had texted Hope that we needed to Talk and sat here praying that this talk won't result in me loosing my life.

Fifteen minutes later the bell rung and school was over I made my way to my car and there was Hope sitting on the hood of my car . "Hope get the fuck up I just had her painted." She rolled her eyes getting up

"So what did you wanna talk about." She asked coming closer

"Well I-" I was interrupted by Hope pulling my face onto hers forcibly making me kiss her lips. She finally let my face go and smiled looking at the right and I looked over to see Sydney getting into Serena's car in tears and Serena driving off

"Yo what the fuck why would you even do that."

"Oh relax she'll get over it, so what did you have to tell me."

"This not gone work out the petty shit you do and the fact that your low key crazy af I hope you can understand."

"If this was about that kiss I'm sorry I don't know what came over me please I like you don't do this."

"I'm sorry Hope." I went around to get in my car but that's when I saw Hope pull out a knife I got scared I ain't even have my gun on me "Chill the fuck out." That's when she stabbed my two front tires.

"You then fucked with the wrong one The wrong motherfucking one you remember this day." And with that she walked away pissed

I shook my head I didn't even fuck and got bitches going crazy I pulled out my phone calling Terrance

"yo could you pick me up"

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