Luke imagine ~ sad

Luke imagine ~ sad part 14

HELLO!! :D

I'm feeling so happy today :3

wow... that's a first

ANYWAY, THANK Y'ALL SOOOO MUCH FOR 3.6K!! ASKHJDFL

it's amazing! 

okay, iv'e gotten alot of messages from you guys, and you are just sooo sweet. alot of you wanted to know more about me, well there is a quit big piece of text in my bio on my profile to read ;D 

and alot of guys have obviusly read that iv'e been depressed and so on, and when you write things like 'stay strong beautiful, we know you can do it'  and that kind of stuff, it just means alot to me.

you guys have been an amazing support, and i can't thank you enough <3 

I LOVE YOU ALL

btw heres part 14 \(^-^)/

ohhh, a little reminder, next week on monday to sunday i will be gone for a whole week, and i will be in a university. 

So the part after this will take 3 weeks, because i can't write that week on the university, maybe a little bit but don't have too high hopes. 

sooo after this part you'll have to wait 3 weeks, thats all! :D

ENJOY! XX

*Lukes pov*

I Love You

As those words escaped my mouth i realized that i haven't told her that. When that thought came to my mind i felt something break, 

if thats even possible..

With more tears welling up, i couldn''t see a thing. 

I felt like i was blind, i started to panic. 

I need to sit down, or i will come to the floor somehow, and i have a feeling that it wont be nice. So for once i decided to cooperate with my body, and sit down.

"Ashton!" i shouted

no answer

"Ashton!!" i screamed a bit louder.

I heard quick footsteps comming down the stairs.

"Yes wh- OMG Luke?! Are you okay??!" Ashton said worried as he came rushing to me.

I still had the photo in my hand, so as soon as Ashton saw it he knew. He gave me a concern look. He sat down next to me and rubbed my back.

"Hey" ashton said carefully

"Maybe we should make you forget.." he said looking at me.

"forget what?" i said confused

"Forget about her" He said as quiet as he possible could, but i could hear him clearly. 

"What do you mean with that?" i said as i felt anger slightly build up inside of me.

"I mean that maybe we should take away everything that reminds you of her" Ashton said looking down at his fingers.

"Well, that will be kind of hard because everything in my life right now reminds me of her, even this god damn house!" i said raising my voice. 

"I know, and i didn't say that this is going to be easy, i know you loved her."

"I Never stopped loving her." i said glaring at Ashton.

He sighed

"Okay, i'm sorry" he said looking down.

"I just think that you would feel better not thinking about her all the time, it's not healthy for you." he said giving me a sad look.

I didn't answer him, instead i got up on my feets and ran to my room.

Or should i say our room?

I stepped in and locked the door, everything was a mess. Clothes everywhere, i don't remember leaving it like this?

I started to make my way over to the bed, i sat down and looked at the spot next to me, were she should have been. I rememberd her smiles in the mornings when we woke up, she was always the most beautiful when she didn't think she was, like in the mornings. 

But she was.. oh boy she was georgeus, no makeup on her face, her hair was messed up because she was always a "crazy" sleeper.

that putted a smile on my face

She always used to roll out of bed in the middle of the night, and i always woke up when she did, but she just kept sleeping... 

You can say that she slept verry heavily, nothing could make her wake up.

And i always had to get up, and put her back in the bed. And she would cling on to me like a baby coala, those were the best moments of my life.

she had the most strange laugh, but I would always find it beautiful.

I found everyhting about her beautiful, because everything about her was beautiful. 

 I didn't even realize that i had started to cry. And now the big question came to my mind.

How the fuck will i make this work?

I still had the photograph in my hand, i looked at it. The photo was taken on my birthday, and i couldn't wish for any better birthday in my whole life. 

My palms were sweaty so before i even knew it i had dropped the photo...

Good job...

I heard something crack,

FuCk

The glas was broken, i went down to the floor to pick the pieces when something caught my eye. Under the bed was a paper..

What could this be? i thought.

I streched my arm to grab it and pulled it out. 

I fold up the paper, to find text.

I instantly reconginzed the the hand writing. 

Y/N...

 hERES PART 14 :D 

hope y'all liked it.

This was kind of a filller, so i don't think it's that good.. But i hope you like it! 

aaaand don't remember that next chapter will take 3 weeks! sorry D: 

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