Luke imagine ~ sad

Luke imagine ~ sad part 18

Okay so hi y'all

i feel like i need to say sorry for the last time i updated.. I was almost a month late aaand the chapter was so freaking short it was almost nothing.

So sorry guys, it's just that i'm failing in my classes and i actually don't have the time to write anymore cuz i need to study. It's just a long story, hope you guys understand..

Thanks x

here's part 18

(prepare tissues for this chapter)

ENJOY XX

*lukes pov*

Before i knew it tears was streaming down my face, the memories just came crashing back to my mind.

Because either way i wanted it or not, Ashton made me forget.

I quickly putted my pants and shirt back on and ran out of the room.

when i got downstairs i felt that dizzy feeling in my head that told me that i needed to take my pills. I wiped my tears away and searched for them in the cupboard.

Like fucking hell why can't i do anything without having to take those bloody pills...

"Drugs"

Ash is still upstairs.. I really don't want to talk to him right now, maybe i should try and take my medicine on my own?

nooo thats right, today is friday which means that i have to take an injection as well...

Like this stuff is so normal to me?

NO.. Screw this shit.. i'm not taking any medicine today, i'm gonna be fucking able to survive without it.

"I'm going for a walk" i screamed, not expecting anything in return from Ash.

I putted on a warm sweater and headed out.

It was dark outside but i didn't mind, at least there wouldn't be any people or cars around.

While i was walking down the streets i didn't realize how cold it was, and before i knew it a snowflake landed on my nose. Only to be melted away two seconds later.

I walked down the road and in to a park me and.. Y/N usually went to. I looked over my shoulder and i saw a tree, but not just any tree.

Me and Y/N always sat down there and talked for hours and hours. We could talk about anything. She always took me here when i was frustrated over everything because just sitting there with only her in my arms made me calm.

I felt the warm teardrops slide down my cheek

Why am i always crying?

"Because i'm broken" I answered my own thoughts.

Then my eyes focused on the text carved in to the big oak tree. I took a few steps forward until i stood in front of it. The bark on the tree had almost gone grey, it was no life at all it seemed.

I traced my fingers over the text that said

Love is what brought us here, and love is gonna make us stay

Luke and Y/N

Y/N was the only cure that could heal me, that could save me from my anxiety and panic attacks, but that day when she disappeared i let go of myself, i hurt her.. without noticing, without remembering.

It started to tingle in my fingers..

That's not a good sign

Maybe i should get home now?