A girl who's in love once said na you'll feel sparks always when you're with the one.
She also said na may sparks palagi kasi you're happy because that someone is making you feel very special.
But as for me, I felt sparks. Sparks that gave me thousand unexplainable feelings. Sparks that I shouldn't have felt.
Because those sparks meant that I'm special. Special in a way that I'm just a "tropa" and nothing's going to change.
Special in a way that he can never see me the way I wanted him to see me.
Special in a way that he's ready to beg na huwag ko maramdaman ang nararamdaman ko.
I wish that was easy. Hindi ko to ginusto. I'd love to be his buddy kung di ko lang 'to naramdaman.
And now I'm in pain because of this stupid sparks I felt.
I don't really regret feeling this sparks. It may hurt but this was the best feeling I have felt.
But one thing is for sure, those sparks I felt is a kind of spark that caused fire that burned me inside.
