Faithfully Yours (Book 2)(COMPLETE)

Faithful: 2

Enjoy my beloveds!

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Umuwi ako ng mansion ay magdidilim na.

Kumukulo na ang tiyan ko dahil sa gutom. Hindi kasi ako nananghalian kanina dahil wala ako sa aking sarili.
Ang tanging nasa isip ko lang ay ang nangyari kanina. Kung gaano siya kalapit sa akin pero hindi ko pa rin siya maabot.

Galit siya sa akin, and I expected that to happen. Didn't know it would still be this painful. I also expected that he doesn't love me anymore, and again, I didn't expected it to be more painful in reality.

Ginawa ko ang lahat para lang maging handa sa mga posibilidad na ito. Ang akala ko ay makakaya ko na, it turns out, I still can't.

Napatawa na lamang ako ng pagak habang naka upo sa sofa ng aming mansyon.

Kahit naman sabihin nating handa ka kung sa mahal mo lahat nanggaling ang lahat ng pinaghandaan mong sakit ay hindi mo pa rin mapipigilan ang sakit kapag nangyari na nga ito.

Because lets be honest, no matter what we do, emotions can never be prepared of. Kasi kapag nangyari na? When the real thing happened? Lahat ng paghahanda mo ay mawawalan ng saysay. You'll just be wasting your time preparing for something you think can be prepared off.

Bumuntong hininga na lamang ako at sinubukan ang sarili kong pigilan ang nga nag babadyang luha sa aking mga mata.

Napabalingkwas ako ng bigla ay tumunog ang cellphone ko. Napangiti ako ng mapait ng makita kung sino ang tumatawag.

"Hello sweethearts. How was your first trip?"

{"Mommy!!"}

I heard them both screamed on the other line which made me put away the phone a little farther from my ears.

"Hey.."

Masaya kong turan.

Marinig ko lamang ang boses ng mga anak ko ay unti-unting gumagaan ang loob ko. They are my treasured possession. Hindi ko makakayanang mabuhay ulit kung hindi dahil sa mga anak ko. They gave me the strength to stand up and fight again.

{"It was so fun mommy! We went to Greece! Then afterwards we flew to Canada. As of now kagigising lang po naming lahat. We are getting ready to tour here in Canada. I really wish you were here mom. Tim and I really missed you a lot. "}

Pakiramdam ko ay mayroong bumara sa lalamunan ko habang ang mga luha ko naman ay tuluyan nang nagsipag tuluan.

"M-mommy missed you both too sweety."

{" Mommy are you crying?"}

My breath hitched hearing his question.

"No baby, mommy just cought a flu. But mommy is alright. Where is Tim by the way?"

{"He's with lolo truing to get some help about tying his tie. "}

Natawa na lamang ako. I can imagine Ashtim listening while his grandfather teaches .

"Ok baby. Say hi for me to them ok? Mommy needs to go now. I love you both so much."

{"I love you too mommy. We also need to go now. I'll let Ashtim call you later I know you also wanted to talk to him"}

"Thank you baby. Enjoy your day ok?"

{"Yes mom! We love you! Call you later."}

I smiled as I heard him hang the phone up.

Naupo ako ng maayos at niyakap ang aking mga tuhod at doon umiyak.

Ang sakit at lungkot kanina ay unti-unit na namang nilalamon ang damdamin ko. Ngayon pang mag-isa ako sa mansion, ramdam na ramdam ko ang kalungkutang lumalamon sa buong pagkatao ko. .