Anxious Boy

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My depression and anxiety are hitting me harder than ever.

"Luke, when are you gonna come home?" Text him when it starts getting late.

"It's gonna be a while." That could mean a long ass time. Tears stream down my cheeks as I listen to music. 

"Why am I so alone?" Tweet and it's basically a cry or plea for help.

"Do you need someone to come over?" Garrett texts me.

"Please." Text him with my address and he hurries over. Let him in as he holds me close. Lock the door and he pets Petunia as we cuddle on the couch. Get up after a while and go into the bathroom grabbing my razor blade. Start to cut a bit and then he walks in, taking it away as he cleans and puts it away. Bandage my wrist and he holds me close as I continue to cry.

"Loved what you said in your video when I told you to speak French to me." Garrett whispers to me and I get a sudden urge to make out with him. Then I pin him to the wall and my lips land on his. So he kisses back and we make out. Suddenly he lifts me up and I point the way to my room. Basically things get steamy and he stays the night. Wake up naked in his arms.

"Will you be my boyfriend?" He asks me when he sees that I'm awake.

"I was waiting for you to ask." Kiss him on the lips.

"So, your answer.." He waits.

"Yes. Duh." We make out and have a quickie. We get up and clean up. He leaves because Shane texts him meaning he has a video idea. Before he leaves, we hug and kiss.

"Bye. Love you baby." Garrett says to me.

"Bye. Love you too babe." Wave as he drives away.

"I'm so happy that Garrett is finally my boyfriend." Tweet out.

"Leo is my boyfriend and not yours." Garrett tweets out as well. Then I set up my camera and start to work on another piece of art. Realize it's getting late when Petunia barks at me since I lose track of time and only pay attention to my art. Turn off the camera and put the art away. Then I eat some dinner and drink a beer.

"You doing alright, babe?" Garrett checks up on me which makes me smile.

"Yes. Are you doing alright, baby?" He responds right away.

"Yes. Shane has a new series he's working on and I have to be here for it. We can include you as well, if and whenever you come over. You can hang out whenever." Garrett replies.

"Thanks. Oh, that's so cool." Not sure how to respond. Put my phone down and close my eyes meaning that I fall asleep on the couch. My body naturally wakes up and I go upstairs to edit the video.

ART S1:E5

BRENDON URIE!

It blows up even more than the other art videos.

"Dude, this shit is amazing and awesome. Keep it up. Oh and I'll definitely subscribe and turn on post notifications." Brendon quote tweets which makes me freak out.