Anxious Boy

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Woke up on the couch with Luke and my body wakes up at the usual time like it always does. Kissed him on the forehead and gently laid his head on the pillow and letting the blanket stay on him. Go upstairs and think of who to draw which an idea comes pretty quickly. Set up the camera, start recording and doing my art.

"Hey babe." Luke walks in, but I quickly put down my utensil and gently push him out the door.

"What?" He's confused.

"It's a surprise." Tell him and shut the door locking it to keep him from sneaking up on me. Also told Garrett and Awsten about Luke, so I'm basically in a poly relationship with all three of them and they're totally cool with it. 

"Babe, you better be almost done." Luke knocks on the door.

"Uh, give me another hour and then you can see it!" Yell and wait for a response.

"Alright baby!" He walks away and back downstairs. Sigh and focus on art for the next hour or so. Sigh happily when I'm done and clean up the small mess I made. Stop recording and unlock the door walking towards Luke.

"Would you like to see my art now?" He nods his head with a smile on his face. Grab his hand and start to drag him to the office.

"Aw, it's so beautiful." He stares at the drawing of himself. 

"I'm glad you like it." Grin at him.

"Love it." He kisses me deep and I kiss him even deeper. We end up making out and I lift him carrying him to his room where things get steamier from there. Before we actually started anything steamy, he set his alarm clock for me. It woke me up and I turned it off quickly getting dressed. Then ate a quick breakfast and brought coffee upstairs so that I can edit and upload. Get in the zone with music and just focus on editing as Luke continues to sleep in. Upload the video as he just walks in and he smiles seeing that I'm finally done.

ART S1:E9

LUKE HEMMINGS!

I already know that he loves it a lot and it got me a steamy night with him. 

"Are Garrett and Leo still a thing?" A fan tweets.

"Yes we're a thing, but Garrett and I are poly so I'm in a relationship with Awsten Knight and Luke Hemmings as well." Quote tweet and it instantly blows up mostly in a positive way. People are so happy that we're in happy relationships. We eat an early dinner and watch some tv on the couch as we cuddle under a blanket. Of course when commercials are on, we're flirting and teasing with each other.

"I gotta go to the bathroom." Tell him as he nods and I hurry off to my bathroom upstairs. Shut the door and sit on the floor as the silent tears stream down my cheeks. There's always thoughts in my brain nagging at me 24/7 and they never go away, you can only distract me from my pain for a while.