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Decide I need to be strong and wake up in the hospital.

"Leo." Ash smiles and cries tears of happiness as he holds me close. They release me from the hospital and I go back to Cashton's place. Grab my backpack hesitantly and go back to Luke's.

"Cal, if he ever does it again, you have my permission to beat his ass." Walk in with Ash.

"Leo, babe!" Luke holds me close as he cries. Cashton leave and go home since they all got the day off.

"Back home now and working it out with Luke." Tweet out and people are happy now. Luke and I cuddle and then things get steamy. We agree to never talk about his cheating ever again.

"We agreed to never talk about me cheating, so please no questions about it or I will cry." Luke tweets out informing everyone. He goes back to the studio and I go over to Colby's where we all decided to hang out again. We just chill all day listening to music and talking. We decide to go home at around 5 pm and Luke has to work late, so I decide to make a cover. 

COVERS S1:E9

KESHA- KISS 'N TELL!

Yup, venting it all out. People are telling me to do some more and I ask which songs. Then I do a song getting my emotions out there.

COVERS S1:E10

HOT CHELLE RAE- HONESTLY!

Luke is loving it because they're amazing and it's me venting. Then Luke comes home and we decide to do a cover together as well. 

COVERS S1:E11

COLDPLAY- FIX YOU! (FEAT. LUKE HEMMINGS)

People re loving our voices and loving us. We eat dinner, drink a beer and then things get steamy from there. Wake up to the alarm clock in the morning and decide on more covers. 

COVERS S1:E12

TWENTY ONE PILOTS- HOLDING ONTO YOU!

Trying to deal with my depression and now a song about anxiety. 

COVERS S1:E13

ALL TIME LOW- MISSING YOU!

Of course people are noticing my songs and Luke pointed this out to All Time Low. Even Twenty One Pilots notice me. Randomly start writing on a piece of paper and realize that I could make it into a song. Up basically most of the night, then hide my song in the binder and crawl into bed with Luke. Original songs will not be under covers. In the morning, my anxiety wakes me up before the alarm and I make sure it's off. Eat some breakfast and drink some coffee working on my song some more. Then I finish it since it's basically me venting my feelings. Record myself singing the songs and playing the needed instruments. Then I edit the audio for it and upload, Hurt Me and it's basically begging for someone to hurt me in different ways.

"Good song babe, but are you alright?" Wow, alright then Luke.

"It's basically me venting. Just 'good'? Guess it's not enough." Reply angry now.

"Babe, it's amazing, but can we talk when we get home?" Luke replies.

"Sure." Yeah, we need to talk. When he gets home, we basically talk and argue a bit.

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