Anxious Boy

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Ended up staying another night at Awsten's. Then he dropped me off at home and drove away when I walked inside and waved at him.

"Babe." Luke and I hugged, but I couldn't get over what happened at the bar.

"So you wanted to party, but didn't care about me enough to go home." Basically snap at him.

"But babe." Want to cry so bad.

"Don't!" I'm so done with him as I went upstairs and packed a bag.

"Babe, please don't go." He begs me, gripping me tight. Pushed him off and away from me. 

"Why should I? You didn't care about my well being at the bar enough to leave with me when I was basically violated." Hold back the tears since he doesn't deserve to see me cry. 

"But-" He couldn't come up with a good enough reason.

"Bye." Take off the promise ring and put it on the table as he watched. Walk out the door as he stands there in shock. The tears stream down my face as I walk away not knowing where to go. Then I remember I went to Cashton's place when he cheated on me. Should I just be homeless again and leave everyone behind? Shake my head and walk over to Cashton's place. Cal answered the door and let me in seeing the state I am in.

"Let me guess, Luke again." Cal sighed as I nodded.

"Ash isn't here right now, but he'll be back later tonight since he's out with old friends today." Cal informs me as I plop onto the couch. He holds me close as the tears stream down my cheeks.

"You took off the promise ring. Oh yeah, I remember when we went to the bar and we were too distracted as that guy touched you. Luke left you at the bar to party as you stumbled into the alleyway and called Awsten." Cal says as I nod and cuddle into him.

"Stay as long as you want or as long as you need to." Nod as I continue to cry.

"Why did I think partying was more important than my boyfriends well being?" Luke tweets out wanting some sympathy. Put my phone down as Cal puts on the stereo. We rock out a bit, but my body is too weak from all of the crying. Lay on the couch as Cal sighs and stares at me.

"Babe, I'm home!" Ash says when he comes home and goes straight to the kitchen. Cal leads him out to the living room and basically tells him what happened. We eat some dinner and drink some soda. Fall asleep on the couch and in the morning wake up to a blanket over me and a pillow under my head. Eat some breakfast and drink some coffee, then Cal cleans up. Ash goes to Luke's with me as he holds my backpack for me. We walk in and Luke is sitting on the couch listening to music.

"Leo." He says and stares at the both of us. Basically we discuss things and argue a bit. Agree to stay home, hug Ash and he leaves.