Anxious Boy

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It's the end of the week and Luke gets to come home. He has to have a cast on his right ankle since it's still messed up a bit. I can tell it's gonna hold him back, but he's gonna wanna act strong for me. We'll look at my promise ring together and that's our shred of hope.

"Staring at the promise ring on Leo's finger reminds me that I need to stay alive because I need to marry him and have kids with him." Luke tweets out as people freak out.

"Thanks to my baby Awsten staying with me the past 3 days since I didn't want to be alone." Tweet out as well making people freak out even more. That night we sleep in his bed together after he takes the cast off his ankle. His alarm wakes us up, so he gets ready, puts the cast on and eats a quick breakfast. Then he gets in his car and drives to the studio. Sigh and continue to lay in the bed as music blares. Petunia makes me get up to feed her. Eat some breakfast and drink some coffee, then go into the office to see what I should cover. 

COVERS S1:E28

BRETT YOUNG- MERCY!

Basically just venting. 

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AVRIL LAVIGNE- KEEP HOLDING ON!

No one is alone. 

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DEMI LOVATO- CONFIDENT!

Y'all deserve to be happy. 

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LUKE BRYAN- DRUNK ON YOU!

How I feel with Luke, sexy night. 

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SHAWN MENDES- STITCHES!

Of course Shawn is swooning, a lot of people swoon over me. 

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SAM SMITH- STAY WITH ME!

Me to all of my boyfriends. Luke gets home and listens to all of the songs as he puts his feet up. I can tell his anxiety was bothering him and the songs are calming him down. Give him a massage since he deserves it. I've been writing a few songs because I need to vent. We sleep good that night and his alarm wakes us up. Then he gets ready and then heads to the studio after we hug and kiss. Then I record and upload a song called, Promise Ring and it's amazing. Luke texts me saying that he loves it and my other boyfriends text me as well. Everyone is loving it, it's getting positive feedback. 

"Love how Hurt Me is about Luke hurting him and betraying him, but Promise Ring is about being strong and holding on to a reason to live because you guys really want to get married and have kids." A fan tweets.

"Yes. My songs are basically me venting and coping with everything. I'm also working on other songs as well." Quote tweet them and they freak out. That night we get some rest and it's just like any other morning. Then I release a song called, Hospital Bed and it's emotional. People freak out because they know it's about the frequent hospital visits of being attacked, accidents and suicide attempts. They're freaking out and starting to worry about me.

"As long as I got my boys, then I'm good." Tweet out happily.