Anxious Boy

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After we're done with the video, Thomas and I get so close feel like we might kiss. Then he pulls away blushing. Talyn and Joan are staring, obviously they know. 

"Ok, just kiss me then." Blurt out to him and he's shocked. Then we kiss for a few seconds and pull away.

"Pretty sure you know I'm dating Garrett, Awsten and Luke." He nods. Text them and they say I can date Thomas too. 

"Yay." Thomas is so happy and we hug. 

"We're so happy for you two!" Talyn is excited and so is Joan. 

"Crap, gotta go because it's gonna be late soon." They nod and I walk out the door. As I walk back home, hide in the woods behind the park and cry. Why are my emotions hitting me all at once right now? Manage to calm myself down, wipe away my tears and hurry home. But when I get home, start having a breakdown in my room as I lay on my bed. Turn on some music and try to calm myself down, but it only works a little bit. Luke's already asleep, so I turn off my music and crawl into bed with him. Alarm wakes me up in the morning and he's obviously already gone. Take a shower and then get ready, not sure if I should eat or not, but I decide to anyway. Decide I should do another cover and I go to the office trying to think of which song to cover. S I cover, Kacey Musgraves- High Horse since it's an awesome song.

COVERS S1:E7

KACEY MUSGRAVES- HIGH HORSE!

It blows up right away because One Direction actually starts talking to me.

"I'm dating Garrett Watts, Awsten Knight, Luke Hemmings and Thomas Sanders. My boys make me very happy and I wouldn't have it any other way." Tweet out and people freak out loving that I'm so open about being gay and poly. Andy and I text again needing to finish our song soon and maybe there will be a music video. We plan on meeting at the studio together and he agrees for me to do all the instruments if I want and I want to. Get some sleep that night and wake up in the morning. Shower, get dressed, eat breakfast and drink some coffee. Then go to the studio in town and hug Andy. Then we go into our room and focus on the song. We both sing and then I play all the instruments for the song. He's super shocked and high fives me when I'm done.

"You are awesome and amazing. You're super talented, your boyfriends are so lucky to have you as their own." Andy and I hug once again. We agree that the song will be released at midnight tonight. Then I go over to the boys' studio room and walk in.

"Babe!" Luke and I hug, then kiss each other. Thankfully they're done, so we go home and I don't tell him about the song until we're getting into bed. He takes a listen and loves it.

"By the way, I played all the instruments." Tell him.

"Of course." We get into bed. In the morning, we see that the song is blowing up. We decided to title the song, Dark Days