Blood Tie

Chapter 42

Rox’s POV

I tried to regain control before the vampire side of me did anything drastic. She must have sensed my intentions as I heard her dark laughter echoing in the back of my mind. I shivered at how her laughter seemed filled with sin and bad intentions. I felt myself sucking roughly at Yoongi’s blood, making him shift in response to how forceful I was being. His hands on my thighs tightened and I saw his jaw tightening as he tried to restrain himself against the instincts that must be roaring through him. The taste of his blood swirled around my mouth, exciting my taste buds. He tasted of peaches and cream but with something darker, something sinful. I couldn’t place it but the flavor made me feel as if I was dancing a dangerous waltz with the Seven Deadly Sins, it made me yearn to give into the dark and embrace whatever came with it. Pulling me out of my stupor, Jimin held tightly to me from the back and appeared to be restraining himself as well. She giggled lowly at the actions of the two boys trying so hard to hold themselves back. I could feel the desire to make Yoongi ours, it was almost suffocating in it’s intensity.

I let my gaze travel over Yoongi and again was taken back by how beautiful the boy under me was. His red eyes gazed at me with lust darkening them but not only lust, I also found myself seeing affection and contentment swirling in his crimson depths. I felt myself soften under his gaze as the intensity to possess him deepened. My body shifted closer to Yoongi, trying to pull away from Jimin towards the boy in front of me. His red eyes blazed as he noticed my intentions and Jimin’s grip tightened on me almost painfully. Yoongi’s eyes left mine to travel back to Jimin who was holding me in a visor-like grip. I growled lowly against Yoongi’s throat as I again tried to push closer to him only to be stopped by Jimin. Yoongi’s fingers began to massage at my thighs, causing the vampire side of me to purr happily at his attentions.

I felt myself wiggle my hips happily, not only against Jimin but also against Yoongi who inhaled sharply at my actions. Jimin merely swore under his breath again and I stopped sucking Yoongi’s blood, now beginning to lick his neck slowly. Yoongi at this point growled lowly and stopped massaging my thighs but instead let go of them. Unhappy with this development, I began to drag my teeth down his neck. Yoongi then abruptly lifted me and Jimin both off of his legs and strode away from us, into my bathroom. Jimin still held me in his embrace and I could feel his chest rising and falling heavily against my back. Now that the blood was no longer right in front of me, I had enough power to be able to push away my vampire side and regain control of my body.

I tapped Jimin’s arm lightly, looking back at him so he could see that my red eyes and fangs have disappeared. Jimin appeared to be slightly flushed and his eyes had a golden tint to them as if he was fighting his hybrid part. After looking into my eyes, Jimin let me go and I immediately crawled off my bed to walk over to my now closed bathroom door. I knocked on the door lightly, wondering why Yoongi had run in there in the first place.

“Come in.” His voice rumbled deeply from my bathroom and I proceeded to open the door cautiously. As I entered I found him leaning over my sink, splashing water on his face before looking at me. Water dripped from his now wet hair and his eyes were back to their normal darkness while his fangs were gone. My gaze traveled to his neck to find a hickey resting where my mouth had last been. I felt myself flush as my gaze shot back to his face, water droplets decorating his pale skin. I grabbed a hand towel and slowly walked to him with it, stopping when I stood right in front of him. I lifted my hand to dab off the water that lingered on his face only to have him catch my wrist lightly. I looked up at him questioningly and noticed indecision swirling around in his dark eyes. His eyes dropped to my lips before flicking back up to my eyes. His lips parted slightly as he gazed at me, his other hand coming up to wipe the corner of my mouth with his thumb. He pulled his thumb away and I saw some blood on it as he licked it off absentmindedly. I focused on how his tongue flicked quickly out of his mouth and felt the air around me growing warm. My lips parted as I looked again at his eyes after staring at his mouth for too long. Yoongi froze as our eyes met, it felt as if time was suspended between us. He opened his mouth to speak but seemed to hesitate.

“I want to kiss you Rox, even though we haven’t gone on our date yet. I won’t though, not after all you’ve had to deal with.” His deep voice was filled with forced restraint as he spoke. He looked into my eyes a moment more before dropping my wrist as he went to pull away. I reached out and gripped his shirt in my fist before he could move away from me and let my gaze drop to the floor.

“Kiss me Yoongi, make me forget him, make me forget everything.” I hesitantly looked up at Yoongi after my request, my cheeks blazing from my boldness. His eyes looked shocked which slowly turned to pained before he closed them all together. He wrapped his hand around mine, gently pulling my hand off his shirt and placing my hand back at my side before letting go.

“This isn’t the right way to do this Rox, I’m sorry. I won’t take advantage of your pain.” Yoongi then began to walk past me, though before he could leave I wrapped my arms around his waist, hugging him and buried my face into his back, towel forgotten on the counter.

“Please Yoongi, please. It’s not taking advantage, just please show me I can feel something other than pain, please show me there is something other than this. It hurts so much and I just don’t want to feel this gaping hole in me anymore, please let me fill this void with you, let me erase this emptiness in me with your lips. Please Yoongi…please help me.” I felt the tears run down my face as I choked out the words between my sobs and my body began to shake. Yoongi turned around in my arms so he was facing me and lifted my chin so I was looking into his eyes again. He lifted both his hands to my face and wiped away my tears with his thumbs. His eyes were sad as they bore into mine before he touched his forehead to mine gently.

“Why do you do this to me Rox?” He whispered his question softly to me before cradling my face and pressing his lips against mine.