Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED]

Regret Six

Aside from that weird feeling this morning the rest of the day was normal, and I was still searching for a time reversal quirk. I had to find someone with that quirk, I had to. I was preparing myself some dinner when all of a sudden my head started pounding, and it kept getting worse. I turned off the burners and tried getting a glass of water but I was so dizzy. My vision swayed to quickly for me to keep up and eventually I fainted, falling to the floor.

All I could remember was Deku's death and when I fainted, because when I woke up I looked at the clock and saw that instead of it being 6:48 PM it was 5:50 AM. Then it got me to thinking and I soon remembered something, this was the time I woke up for when I was still going to UA. Something wasn't right here but I'd just have to deal with it after this is all done, for now I just have to get ready for work. No, school.

I was walking towards UA as I was still trying to wrap my mind around things, but nothing proved what I was trying to figure out. I thought of calling Todoroki but I don't know for sure if he even remembers from before, after all I am back in the past. I'll have to ask him privately after work, school... class. God damn it!

I was waiting for the train at the station when I heard a group of familiar voices to my left. I shifted my sight to them without moving my body seeing that if I did I'd get cold from the winter's chilly air. The group consisted of Mina, Sero, Denki, and Kirishima. I thought about pulling Kirishima away from them and asking him if he remembers, but I had the sneaking suspicion that they all didn't know. It was only me, but then another thing came to me. If everyone was still going to UA and no one was married, wouldn't that mean that the damn nerd was alive?

I walked over to the group and asked them.

" Do any of you know where Deku is?"

Kirishima gladly answered me, " Midoriya? He should already be at UA, unless he's staying home again."

I knew the time I was at, this was our last year of attending UA and it was around this time period Deku started skipping school. No one knew the reason why he was ditching school, knowing that he wanted to be like All Might, so it really made us all wonder his intentions. Even I never knew, but this time would be different. He's not dying because of me, not again.

I took out my phone and dialed the nerd's number. I waited and waited, but I got no answer. Everyone looked at me strangely but I didn't care, what I did care about though was Deku. I continued to call him two more times before shoving my phone into my pocket and looked back at the group in front of me.

" Guys I'm going to go check on him, and I'm bringing him with me."

" Dude, I don't think you should mess with him. Besides, this is out of character for you know, you."

" SHUT THE HELL UP! I'LL DRAG HIM THERE IF I HAVE TO!" I ran off, but I could hear Mina as I ran.

" There's the Bakugou we know! Go get him!"

I ran as fast as I could and soon enough I made it to the apartment complex where he and his mother lived. I haven't been face to face with Deku's mother in a while but this time it should be fine. I made it to the door and pressed the door bell. I heard a feminine voice and the tapping of feet against the floor. Soon enough the door opened and I was greeted to the nerd's mother.

" Bakugou!"

" Where's Deku?" I asked, grabbing both of the woman's shoulders.

" Izuku's been locked up in his room for the past two days and he hasn't come out!"

I gently pushed her aside and went straight to the nerd's bedroom door, I tried the handle but it wouldn't budge. I started pounding on the door.

" Hey Deku! You better open the damn door! Let me in!" I stopped and listened closely but heard nothing, " If you're ditching school because of me don't even bother! And besides, I want to talk to you about something. Something I feel only you can understand." It was silent but I heard the faint sound of a lock coming undone.

I slowly opened the door and what was inside made my aching heart clench tightly. On the bed sat a slender yet built figure with green curly locks, marks and bruises on his arms and hands, and the dimmed green hue of his eyes. At first I thought I was dreaming, dreaming that this was all fake, that this wasn't happening. But it was all too real and tangible. My feet were frozen in place as I was still trying to take in what my eyes were seeing, all the while making sure they weren't playing any nasty tricks. Finally I was able to make my feet move and I went over to Deku. I rested my hands on his shoulders and I didn't realize my quirk was heating up before the nerd flinched from the pain of it.

I couldn't take it, something inside of me just snapped and so I lunged at him. Holding him down on the bed with curled up fists grabbing hold of his shirt. My eyes stung and got tears started to overflow and fall down my cheeks.

" ... Deku, you damn nerd... ! You don't know how painful it's been lately, where I've felt like the cause of what happened!"

" Kacchan? What are you talking about?"

" That's what I wanted to talk to you about, so don't think I'm crazy or anything or I'll get pissed..."

I looked up and saw him nod and so I began to tell him of what had happened and all that I could remember. It seemed the more I told him about my memories the more that came back. After which I stopped where I thought would be good enough for him. Though he seemed shocked I could tell that he was intrigued, and frankly, I was just happy to see him walking around.

AN: Ik I'm behind, I'm making it up slowly. Anyway I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you in the next one!!!

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