Regretful Past [Bakudeku Fanfic] [COMPLETED]

Regret Twelve

We had gone outside so no one would hear what we were to talk about. Once we were far enough, I started the conversation.

" I just want to get things straight with you, Kirishima, so listen to me."

" When have I not listened to you? Go on."

" I don't know what your deal is with Deku, if there is one to begin with, but you stay away from him. You here me?"

" So you do like him... Well that's too bad, I can't have that happen now can I?"

" Kiri!" I pushed him up against the iron bar fencing with some force to get him to snap out of it, " Stop whatever you're doing and be my friend! You are aren't you?!"

I guess that must've snapped him out of his creepy little trance, since his eyes went wide with realization.

" You with me Kiri?"

" ... I don't know what just came over me, but I guess you do... You don't hate me or dislike me do you?"

" I'm just glad you're you again, you goofball."

I pinched his nose with my fingers before letting go of him and helping him straighten out his costume. I didn't want to use force on him but it seemed to have worked in bringing my friend back.

" Let's head back inside, I think everyone else should be arriving now."

" Lead the way you red haired dork."

" For your information I'm not a dork. I'm a true man, and you wanna know wh..."

Our conversation seemed to have turned into a blurred mess, since I started to think about my decision in leaving Deku with Icy-Hot like that. If the nerd isn't in that room, I'm asking whoever was there with him where he went.

Once we got back inside, Kiri and I saw that pretty much the rest of the class was here, even Mr Aizawa showed up but in a different costume. And just as I suspected, Deku wasn't in the room, and neither was Todoroki. That feeling came bubbling up inside again and so I pushed it back down and asked Uraraka where the two went.

" Uraraka, where's Deku and that damn Icy-Hot?"

" They went outside to the garden. Todoroki said that he wanted to talk with Deku about something privately, don't know what about though. ! Bakugou?"

I turned back around and went back outside to look for Deku and Todoroki. I've been meaning to talk with the Icy-Hot bastard since I got here but I haven't been able to from the feeling I've had when I see him with Deku.

After some looking around I finally heard someone in the garden. One of the voices belonged to Todoroki, but I couldn't quite make out the other. Though I assumed it was Deku since he was with the Icy-Hot bastard.

I followed the sound of the two voices before I came across a bush, presumably hiding the two people I was looking for. I stopped to listen to see if they were talking about me for whatever reason, but what I heard only caused my eyes to widen.

I carefully pushed the bush's branches out of my view to see what was happening, and once I got to see I felt an intense wave of anger towards Todoroki.

What I saw and heard was the Icy-Hot kissing and licking Deku's neck. My nerd was being held against the fence having to withstand what this bastard was doing to him. Without thinking, I rushed in and pulled Todoroki off of the nerd and held Deku in my arms tightly.

" Like before, I certainly didn't expect for this to happen, Bakugou. Tell me, what does Midoriya mean to you?"

" What's it to you?! You're the one making a move on him by force!"

" We both know I'd never force something like that onto him. So why do you think he was clinging onto me while I was leaving my mark on his sweet little neck?"

I didn't know who was crazier, Kirishima or Todoroki. Whoever was, Todoroki certainly is crazier than Kiri right now.

I could feel Deku shaking in my arms. I had to get him away from this bastard, and quick.

" Listen to me, you damn Icy-Hot! If I catch you so much as looking at Deku again I'll make sure you can't see again!"

With that I took the nerd with me back to the building.

Once we were inside, Deku started to take me to one of the rooms upstairs. When we got in a room, I shut the door and locked it to make sure no one would come in. I turned to face the nerd and walked over to him. I sat down beside him in front of the fireplace that was lit and gave him my coat.

" Tell me, Deku, did he force you? You can tell me."

" ... Yes... He forced it... I was so scared, Kacchan!"

He leapt onto me, holding me tightly in his arms, and all the while I could feel and hear him crying. I sat him on my lap and embraced him, petting him to help soothe his anxiety a bit. He certainly does depend on me now, and I never realized it the first time I went to this party.

The first played out a lot differently. Instead of looking for the nerd, I stayed inside and talked with Kirishima and Denki about random things. When I saw Deku walk back inside with Todoroki, he wore the same terrified expression he wore just a few minutes ago. Everyone was worried about him except for me, and that's what started the argument and the confession of what happened between him and Todoroki outside. That's what caused the nerd to run out crying, because I couldn't keep my mouth shut from arguing with him.

I suppose that's what made Todoroki just as upset as I was when Deku killed himself. He felt like he was to blame for his death, just like I did.

Once Deku calmed down, he looked up to me and did something I thought he'd never do.

" What? It's like you've seen a ghost." He giggled at his own little joke before returning to his embrace in my arms.

The damn Deku planted a kiss on my cheek. I don't know why he'd do that, but for now I think it was his cute little way of saying thank you.

AN: Here's chapter twelve. I don't have much to say, but I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you in the next chapter!!!

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