Who Was My Mother?

Chapter 18

15 years and 5 months earlier

Author's POV

When Noah, Olivia and Elliot were back home, they decided to put on a movie. 1 1/2 year old Noah decided on Frozen. He loved Olaf, the cute little snowman!

"If you put on the movie, I'll order pizza!" Olivia said to Elliot.

He just nodded. He was still quitly shocked over Kathleens death. He hadn't quite understood it yet.

15 minutes later the pizza arrieved. Olivia payed the deliverer and took the pizza to the livingroom. Noah and Elliot had wrapped themselves in blankets. Oliva sat between the two of them. Her arms around Noah, and er head resting on Elliots shoulder.

Thet watched the movie in silence, except for when Noah ordered them to sing along with the songs.

When the movie was over, Olivia put Noah to bed.

"Goodnight Pumpkin, I love you. Always remember that my little one." Olivia said softly, kissing Noah on the top of his head.

"Goodnight mummy. I luw you too!"

Olivia closed the door and went back into the livingroom.

"How are you?" She asked Elliot who was sitting on the couch, holding his phone, with an empty look in his eyes.

"Kathy texted me. She keeps reminding me that it's my fault. If only I picked up the damn phone when Kathleen called!" "Elliot, it's not your fault! Kathy didn't pick Kathleen up either. It's not your fault, it's not anyones fault. It was a tragedy, but Kathy can't blame you!"

At the same moment, Olivia's phone started ringing.

"Benson!" She answered expecting a work call.

"Hi Olivia..."

"Kathy? What's wrong?"

"It's your fault... Yours and Elliots. If he hadn't been with you... He would have answered his phone... I hate you two.. I swear to God, I'm gonna make you two pay!" Kathy saidwith an absent, creepy voice.

Olivia had a concerned/confused look on her face. "Kathy, it's no ones fault. Are you alone? You should have someone staying with you."

"Bye Olivia...."

"Was it Kathy? What did she want?" Elliot asked concerned.

"She said she was gonna make us pay..."

"Maybe we should report her?" Elliot proposed, but Olivia declined. "She's scared and mad. It'll pass with time. Let's just go to bed."

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Three days later, Kathleen's funeral was held. Maureen had a little speach, as did Dicky and Elliot. Kathy just sat in front of the church, staring at the coffin.

After the funeral, Elliot, Olivia and Noah went to the precint. The cap'n had offered El and Liv some time of, but they wanted to keep their minds of Kathleen's death.

It was a slow day. Not a single case came in, so everyone were just chatting. Casey was there, as was Alex. Casey's duedate was getting closer, she was eight months pregnant, and looked like a baloon!

"So how are you managing?" Fin asked Elliot. "It's tough. I think that I haven't really realized that she is never coming back. I keep expecting her to call me or just to walk in through the door anytime now. I'll probably fully understand it in a week or something. I just try not to think of her as dead, but just on a vacation or something you know?" Elliot explained, and everyone nodded.

"Oh Olivia, I was meaning to ask you; would you like to be my little girl's godmother? And you the godfather Fin?" Casey asked out of the blue.

Both Fin and Olivia were surprised.

"Wait, girl? You're having a girl?" Alex squeeled. "Yep!" Casey smiled happy.

"Well? What do you say?" She blinked at Fin and Olivia. "Offcourse!" Both of them laughed.

Even Noah started laughing.

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*Two weeks later*

"Noah sit still!" Elliot said trying to buckle Noah in his seatbelt.

He was being annoying this morning.

"El, maybe he's not feeling well? He's not used to being like this in the mornings... Maybe he could stay at home with you since it's your day off?" Olivia asked looking at her son's red cheeks.

Elliot thought about it for a while.

"Okay. We'll have some quality time together." He said taking Noah out of the car again and handed him to Olivia for a hug.

Olivia hugged him tightly, and kissed him. "Seeya soon pumpkin!" She said and gave him back to Elliot. "Bye El!" She said and gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

Olivia then drove of heading to the station. As she drove, a message was recieved on her phone. She quickly took it and read the message. It was from Kathy, simply saying; "bye Olivia."

She didn't have any time to think before something crashed into her side of the car.

|// what do you think?;) I love doing cliffhangers:*\\|