I Complain Too Much

Who needs a sensible title? Not me

So there are a few things I wanna say and this is a better place to say them for no reason at all, I just wanna talk about shit in more than 2000 characters and stuff, I don't really know what I'm doing. 

Okay so. Let's get talking before I find myself getting off track. That normally seems to happen, and I am in one of those chaotic brain spaces right now so it's gonna happen. Just go with it, I'm begging you, wonders. I know I make no sense, but it's not on purpose, I'm just too lazy to edit these. 

It's literally that simple. 

Anyway. Things I wanna say. Let's do this. 

1. How the hell are we so close to 1K? Forgive me if this sounds arrogant, but chances are we'll hit that pretty soon, which is basically a miracle but that's beside the point. What should I do for 1K that doesn't involve music coz I won't have the chance to get anything produced that quickly and I don't even know how I'd get it out to you because I don't plan on starting the YouTube for that for another year at least because school exists and updates would be needed and like...that's effort ya know? 

So basically I'm reaching out and asking what kind of extra update you would like on that day, if it should come, and the wonders are joined by a few more rather than all leaving which could also happen. Please don't leave tho, I'd be sad. 

You're allowed to and stuff, don't get me wrong, but that doesn't mean I don't want you to stay.......I'm a clingy child that's my excuse. 

Anyway you get the point. I need ideas because my brain is too fried to think of them all. 

2. I have things planned now, and there are a few things that I think you should be aware of. I'm gonna be as vague as I dare, at this point, simply to protect the teasing I'll do later as that seems fun and I wanna see if it is worth it. Basically just me messing around. But I can tell you that there are some new and potentially fun things in drafts. And I'm looking forward to figuring out how I can tease and show those to you because I do think some of them might be good ideas and concepts? 

To expand on this, one of these ideas have already got a date prepared for when the very first 'teaser thingy' will be released, which isn't actually that exciting but let's pretend it is. Give me a month or two, and I can tell you the exact day (which I already know I'm just being a sneaky lil bean). That way you won't forget about it. 

Having said that, it's not the only thing that's currently being created. There might be more in the works. We will see. 

;). 

3. Maybe the comeback trailer and teaser photos and all that shit is making me extremely hype and maybe Yoongi with purple hair is killing me in particular because....well...I really like purple. And I am child. 

Obviously I'm hype about everything else as well but I just had to special mention because the second Taekook buddy sent me the pics (thank you for that if you're reading this, please don't, I want you to think I'm cool), I freaked out over it because purple is amazing and he looks so good and they all do and I cannot deal with this. 

Persona sampling the earlier intro of another album? I love it. I love it when songs and artists do that because it's just...really cool and also I'm a music nerd who likes to talk about production now that she understands it a bit for herself. Obviously I'll probably make a whole chapter either on here or on analysis book looking at all of the songs and the meaning and a bunch of random musical shit nobody cares that much about but it sounds cool and theorising is fun so it counts. But that will happen when the comeback does. 

I just wanted to scream for a few seconds. Given how soon the comeback is, that is a fair thing to do, I think. And maybe we're all doing the same thing? You can tell me if that's the case.

4. What else did I wanna say? I'm not really sure, to be honest.......

I mean, I was a fucking idiot and left my charger at school or it fell out of my coat pocket so I'm gonna have to grab that back at some point and I don't have my extra music lesson so it'll take so much longer to grab and ugh that's just a pain in the ass. I thought I was done with my coursework too....unfortunately not. 

One of my teachers is genuinely addicted to contrast and therefore at this point every section sounds like a different fucking song....yeah...the others have a bit more sense. 

But yeah, so I'm using an old speaker to charge my iPod for tomorrow so I can randomly put messages up and procrastinate tomorrow until I get that charger cord back...if I do. 

Let's hope I do. 

Also I've been watching the Star Kid musicals and they're awesome go watch them wonders they're funny. 

Love you!