My Life As Clare Jonas

Chapter 13

Saturday
Clare's pov
I woke up with my heart feeling heavy I know I shouldn't because Ricky even said we weren't a couple and I didn't want to admit it but when he said that it felt like a stab in the chest because I allowed myself to think that maybe just maybe we could be a couple but I knew better then to fall for him he's Ricky underwood all the girls love him because he's the bad boy but I was able to see past that and get to know him for who he is and when we had sex... that was the best night of my life and I still don't regret it I just wish that it meant something to him but it doesn't and it probably never will so I am just going to pretend like it doesn't bother me and everything's fine. My train of thought got interrupted by demi lightly shaking me because she didn't know that I was awake.
End of pov
Demi: morning sweetie
Clare: morning dems, I am already awake
Demi: oh well that's good
Clare: what time is it?
Demi: ten
Clare: it's so earlyyyy why am I awake??
Nick: because the guys and I talked and we thought it would be cool to take you girls to Miami sea aquarium before going to the venue for the concert tonight
Clare: awesome! I haven't been to the aquarium in such a long time
Nick: well get dressed and we'll go next door
Clare: okay
Clare's pov
I walked over to my suitcase and thought about what I should wear because I know there's no way I can wear a crop top yet since the hickey's are still clearly visible. But I can't wear a long sleeve because it would be way too hot and I would die from a heatstroke so I decided to with a blue stripe tie- front romper with some sandals and put my hair in a braid and I was ready to go.
End of pov
Demi: looking cute honey
Clare: thank you
Nick: ready to go?
Clare: yeah
Nick: alright then let's go
(They walk out of the hotel room and go next door to Kevin's room where joe and Sophia were also there)
Kevin: okay so we have a big day ahead of us let's get going
Alena: what about breakfast?
Joe: we'll stop and get something on the road
Alena: okay
(The nine of them leave their hotel room and go downstairs to get the Uber and start heading to the aquarium)
Tina: now do you want tell us what happened yesterday?
Clare: not really
Alena: come on Clare how can we be there for you if you shut us out
Clare: maybe I just don't want to talk about it
Alena: fine I'll kick his ass anyway
Clare: fine you want to know what happened
Them: yeah
Clare: I found him sleeping with some stupid blonde chick
Tina: how dare he!! I thought you guys were together
Clare: no in his words we were never official
Alena: doesn't matter he lead you on and (whispers) had sex with you
Clare: Alena your not great at whispering and I would rather them not find out okay?
Alena: fine then what happened?
Clare: nothing I walked away
Tina: no there's something else
Alena: Tina's right your lying about something
Clare: (groans) fine I kissed Grayson
Alena: what!?!?
Kevin: (turns around) everything okay girls?
Girls: yeah we are fine
Kevin: then don't scream
Alena: sorry (looks at Clare and whispers) you kissed Grayson!
Clare: yes
Tina: and then what?
Clare: nothing and I haven't had a chance to talk to either of them because news flash the parents have our phones
Alena: well you have to talk to him
Clare: not today, I don't want to even think about them today I just want to enjoy family time
Tina: okay fair enough
(Forty minutes later they arrive at Miami sea aquarium and buy the tickets and walk inside the park)
Sophia: so what do you guys want to do first?
Tina: let's walk around until the sea lion show starts
Nick: what time is that at?
Tina: twelve
Kevin: okay so we have thirty minutes to walk around where to first?
Dani: how about we go see the penguins?
Girls: sure
Clare's pov
We walked around the penguin exhibit and took a couple pics except there was this one penguin that kept staring at me with it's beady eyes not going to lie it was kind of creepy because it wouldn't look away and I just kept staring at it so we were having a staring contest until Alena told me how silly I looked. After the penguins we headed to the manatee area and we spent a few minutes looking at them and reading the mini facts that they had and after that it was time for the sea lion show so we walked to the area and took seats at the front when some fans started to walk out... I am surprised we went a good thirty minutes without being recognized till now.
End of pov
?: hi are you guys the Jonas Brothers!
Kevin: haha yeah we are what are your names?
?: I am Karen and these are my sisters Cassie and Adriana
Joe: it's nice to meet you guys would you like a picture?
Adriana: yes please!
Cassie: can we have one with you guys and then your wives and then the girls?
Nick: yeah sure no problem
Adriana: thank you!
(They take the pictures)
Adriana: you guys are so pretty thank you for taking a picture with us
Tina: your welcome
Alena: have a good day
Cassie: thank you!
(They walk away and another group of girls come up)
?: can we get a picture
?: oh and can you sign my phone case please
Joe: sure what are your names?
?: faith
?: sally
Kevin: it's nice to meet you guys thank you for supporting us
Sally: thank you for getting back together!
Nick: haha your welcome now do you have a pen?
Clare's pov
We took a few more pictures and signed a couple things until the show started and they left us alone, I am just glad they were nice for once. The show started and it went great we got splashed but not soaked however we did get soaked during the killer whale show and after that we headed to the flipper show and sat down on the bench.
End of pov
Flipper show
Host: hello everyone and welcome to Miami sea aquarium how's everyone doing today!?
Audience: good!!!!!
Host: that's awesome to hear now I have heard a little rumor that we have some special guests in the house can anyone take a guess on who that is!
Audience: Jonas family!!!!
Host: that's right we have the Jonas Brothers and their families here with us today and we want to give them a special surprise
(Clare looks over at nick and Demi)
Clare: did you guys know about this?
Nick: absolutely not
Joe: we are just as surprised as you are
Alena: well then say something
Kevin: let's just see what they have to say next
Host: can we have the Jonas family come down here
(Then a couple employees walk up to them)
Kevin: we don't want to sound rude but what's happening right now?
Girl: just come with us and trust us (smiles)
Joe: okay...
Clare's pov
We followed the girls down to the surfboard shack set and they handed us a pair of wet suits, I looked over and Alena and Tina and I knew we were thinking the same thing. Are we about to swim with dolphins!?!?
End of pov
Tina: okay is what I think about to happen actually going to happen?
Girl: (smiles) what are you thinking?
Alena: are we about to swim with the dolphins!?!?
Girl: surprise! Get dressed
Demi: how did this happen? (Looks at Sophia and Dani)
Dani: I don't know but let's just do it
Sophia: okay
(The boys grab the wetsuits and walk into the restroom to change and so do the girls and then they walk outside with the host)
Host: you guys are looking awesome!! Now my names pearl and I am going to guide you through this whole thing
Nick: okay...
Pearl: have you guys ever fed dolphins before?
Them: no
Pearl: well your going to today
(Hands them each a piece of fish)
Pearl: flipper, Kiki, Orca, sunny come here (holds out a piece of fish and they swim over)
Kevin: I have to admit this is really cool
Joe: yeah
Pearl: don't be afraid to pet them
(They start petting the dolphin)
Clare's pov
I was petting flipper when he splashed me and I jumped back in surprise, pearl told me that was his way of saying hello but I am not sure, she handed me another piece of fish and I was feeding flipper the other girl picked me up and put me on his fin and I looked over and saw a couple more people came out and were helping the rest of them on the dolphins and next thing I know we are taking off through the pool, flipper took me underwater with him and then we came back to the surface and a few minutes later my swim with flipper was over and after having lunch at the park we left and headed back to the hotel to get ready to go to the venue for the concert.
End of pov
In the hotel room
Demi: what are you going to wear to the concert tonight?
Clare: I don't know probably some jeans and a long sleeve shirt I want to be comfortable
Demi: okay I was thinking of jeans too
Clare: are you performing tonight?
Demi: yeah I am going to open for them
Clare: cool
(Nick walks out of the bathroom)
Nick: alright take a shower and get dressed because we have to go
Clare: okay (walks over to the suitcase and grabs clothes)
Clare's pov
I walked into the bathroom and took off my clothes and realized I smelled like fish and chlorine which was a gross combination. I jumped in the shower and washed my hair until it started smelling like my strawberry shampoo and conditioner and I used the soap and scrubbed my skin raw, a few minutes later I got out of the shower and put on a coral colored long sleeve shirt with blue jeans and my adidas, I left my hair straight and walked outside when I heard a knock on our door. Nick was outside talking on the balcony and demi just walked into the bathroom so I just opened it thinking it was Alena or Tina but as soon as I opened the door I regretted it.
End of pov
Clare: what are you doing here?
?: I just wanted you come by you haven't answered any of my calls or texts
Clare: I got my phone taken away
?: oh
Clare: Ricky what are you really doing here?
Ricky: I guess I wanted to come by and see if we were cool, you know we have the same friends and I don't want things to be awkward
Clare: don't worry about it we are fine
Ricky: are you sure?
Clare: (sighs) what do you want me to say? That it didn't hurt seeing you with some blond bitch, or that for a minute I thought that we actually were a couple? Even though you said we weren't and I heard you loud and clear believe me... I don't know what else you want me to say but my dad or Demi will kill you if they see you here so...
Ricky: okay I'll leave but only if you promise to come to the beach with us tonight, we are going to have a bonfire and we'll keep it low key
Clare: fine I'll sneak out but you have to go like right now
Ricky: okay later (leans in and kisses her and walks away)
Clare's POV
Did he seriously just kiss me!? The nerve that he has I can't believe he just kissed me! Just because I said that we were cool doesn't mean we can go back to the way things were I am not going to be just friends with benefits I can't and I won't!
End of pov
Demi: who was at the door? (Walks out of the bathroom)
Clare: (snaps out of her thoughts) hasn't anyone ever told you not to sneak up on someone it's not polite
Demi: okayyy sorry is everything alright?
Clare: yeah I was just in my thoughts and you startled me
Demi: oh okay
Nick: kev just called they are downstairs waiting for the Uber
Clare: then what are we waiting for? Let's go
(They walk downstairs and meet up with everyone and get into the Uber and start driving to the venue)
At the venue
(The girls are sitting backstage while the adults are in tech rehearsal)
Tina: what's on your mind?
Clare: nothing why
Alena: because you have been quiet since you got in the Uber, what's up?
Clare: (looks around) okay fine I'll tell you, Ricky came by the hotel
Tina: like the hotel where we are at?
Clare: no the hotel in the Sky, yes our hotel!
Alena: what did he want?
Clare: he wanted to make sure we were "cool"
Alena: what did you say?
Clare: I said yes but then he kissed me!!
Tina: how does yeah we are cool have anything to do with kissing?
Clare: it doesn't! So I don't know where he got that idea
Tina: what happened after that?
Clare: well before he kissed me he wants me to go a bonfire at the beach tonight
Alena: your not going to go are you?
Clare: of course I am going!
Tina: what why!?
Clare: because they are still my friends and I don't know when I am going to see them again
Alena: we aren't covering for you this time, I don't want any part of this
Tina: oh come on Alena it could be fun
Alena: no do you not remember we just got in trouble for sneaking out!
Tina: one more time, come on it'll be fun it's summer and it's a bonfire how much trouble could we possibly get into
Alena: I am out and I am going to pretend we didn't have this conversation
(Time skip to after the concert and the girls sneaking out of the hotel and walking towards the beach)
Alena: I can't believe you guys involved me in one of your schemes again
Tina: can you stop complaining and enjoy it
Alena: no last time I got drunk, I am not drinking again
Clare: fine I am not going to force you to drink (she sees her friends sitting on towels near the water)
Jackie: look who's alive!
Chloe: girl we thought your dad killed you literally
Clare: haha can't get rid of me that easily
Ethan: come sit with us
(Clare sits in between Ethan and Grayson who looks at her but Clare avoids his gaze, then Ricky walks over with his blond side chick)
Ricky: hey guys you remember Grace right?
Clare: (mumbles) so that's her name
Jason: I have an idea to make this night even more fun (grabs the weed and lights it)
Carly: what's your idea?
Jason: let's all smoke a joint and then play truth or dare
Clare: we have played that game already
Aaron: fine we'll do a dare addition and if someone doesn't want to do the dare they take a shot
Alena: I am out, I don't want to get drunk again
Hayden: was that your first time baby?
Alena: yes and never again
Hayden: first time is always the worst, have you ever smoked weed
Alena: of course not
Jack: then we have the first dare if the night, Alena I dare you to smoke it first
Alena: no way
Leo: then strip or take a shot
Alena: your joking right
Hayden: come on princess it's not that bad
Alena: okay fine hand me the joint
Clare: you don't have to cuz
Alena: no I want too (smokes it and then coughs)
Clare's pov
The first few rounds were stupid but then it was mike's turn to dare me.
End of pov
Mike: alright Clare I dare you to make out with Grayson
Grayson: you don't have too
Clare: no a dare's a dare (walks over to Grayson and sits on his lap and starts kissing him)
Ricky's pov
I had my arms wrapped around grace and she was kissing my neck while I was playing dare addition and when mike told Clare to kiss Grayson I wanted to punch him go saying that because seeing Clare kiss Grayson and seeing him with his arms around her made my blood boil.
End of pov
Ethan: get it gray!
Katie: alright you two let's move on
Clare's pov
The rest of the night Ricky and were kept looking at each other from across the sand, he would rub grace's thigh and I would run my hands through Grayson's hair, he would caressing her cheek I would caress Grayson's chest since he was shirtless and it became a game. I kind of felt bad since I was using Grayson in a way but he didn't seem to mind it and just went along with it until I got up and walked over to get a drink when I felt arms wrap around my waist. Arms that were all to familiar.
End of pov
Clare: what are you doing Ricky?
Ricky: since when are you into Grayson?
Clare: since when are you into blonde bitches named grace
Ricky: I saw her at the club but I didn't run into until I saw her walking into the hotel
Clare: oh so we just have sex and you move on without a care in the world!
Ricky: it's not like that
Clare: really then what is it? Because it sounds a lot like that right now!
Ricky: just let me explain
Clare: fine go ahead
Ricky: I have had sex with other girls before and it's never meant anything to me it was just sex for sex but then I had sex with you and for the first time it meant something and I didn't want it too so I saw grace and I took her to the room and tried to forget about you but I didn't
Clare: so your solution to not having feelings for me is having sex with someone else!
Ricky: I know how it sounds but that's the truth
Clare: well then I wish you would have lied to me because that's even worse (starts to walk away but Ricky grabs her and pulls her to him)
Ricky: look me in the eyes and tell me you don't want to be with me and I'll leave you alone
Clare's pov
I looked into Ricky's eyes and prepared myself to say every curse word in the book but once our eyes locked I couldn't do it and I found myself leaning in and so was he until our lips touched and the fireworks went off instantly. He slid his tongue in my mouth and we fought for dominance of course he won and I jumped so I could wrap my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He stopped kissing me just so he could kiss on my neck and I let a moan out.
End of POV
Ricky: who can make you feel this good?
Clare: (whispers) you
Ricky: would Grayson ever make you feel like this?
Clare: no
Ricky: good, don't forget it (stops sucking on her neck and there's another hickey) don't hide it this time I want everyone to know your mine
Clare: okay
(They walk back to the group)
Tina: come on Clare we should head back the sun's coming out
Clare: okay fineee
Ricky: I'll see you later?
Clare: you know where to find me (turns to the rest of the group) night guys
Alena: (high) gooodnightttt
Tina: we really got to get going
Clare: haha okay
Clare's pov
We snuck back into the hotel room and thankfully the adults were still sleeping, I changed into pajamas and went to sleep too.
End of pov