The Game of Love

Chapter Nine

Lately I can’t seem to get what Kameron said out of my mind. It’s like every time I get close to getting over him and him out of my life he works his way back in. Antonio called and said he would be home two days early, which is kind of a good and bad thing; a good thing because I really have missed him and bad thing because I can’t get Kameron out of my head. I don’t want to be with Ant and then be thinking about Kameron. 

Right now I was on my bed listening to Pandora which of course was playing on the August Alsina station. I was trying to do my English homework when my phone vibrated indicating I had a text.

Ant: Wyd baby

Me: Nun trying to do homework. Wbu?

Ant: On the plane finna take off

Me: I thought you leave tomorrow

Ant: Yea I know but I missed my girl and plus my workers got everything under control. My part is done

Me: So you gonna be home tomorrow

Ant: Yea. So be ready

Me: For what

Ant: Just be ready by five

Me: Wat am I supposed to wear though

Ant: Just make sure you sexy as hell

With that I put my phone down and tried to continue my homework but it was no use since I couldn’t get tomorrow night out of my head. If I was going to fully enjoy myself and give Ant my full attention I had to get Kameron out of my head and fast.  And the only way to do that was to talk to him, so I sent him a text to meet me at the closest park to my house in fifteen minutes. I needed to know why he kept playing with my feelings when he knew he wasn’t serious.

Fifteen minutes later I arrived to the agreed park and saw Kameron sitting on a bench. He was a black t-shirt with camouflage pants and polo boots to match. I walked up to him to where I was standing right in front of him. “I see you made it.”

“Yea I was handling business not too far away from here. Why am I here anyway, what you want?”

“Damn what’s wrong with you?”

“Nun just having a bad day. Again wat do you want, I got places to be.” Now I was officially over him and talking to him. I was really tired of his attitude. “You know what I am done, you can go to whatever places you have to be,” I said turning around to walk away. if he wanted to be an ass than he would be one by himself.  “Where are you going,” he asked as caught up to me. I didn’t answer and just kept walking. I didn’t have time for his shit. “I know you heard me,” by now he had grabbed my arm and spun me around. I could tell he was mad; for one because he’s not used to people walking away from him and two because he was an ass.

“Yea I heard you and didn’t want to answer so I kept walking,” I said as I snatched my arm back.

“I’m sorry I for my attitude okay it’s just….”

“It’s just nothing. I am tired of hearing your constant apologies. You always start something and then think people are supposed to keep taking your shit. Well I’m done.”

“What the hell does that mean?”

“It means I came here to have a decent conversation with you and from the start you have had an attitude.”

“I said I was sorry, what more do you want.”

“I want you for once in your life to be serious when it comes to other people’s feelings. Ever since you have found out about how I feel about you, you have done nothing but played around with my feelings like they weren’t real. That shit hurts and I’m tired of it. So I go and find somebody that actually gives a damn about my feelings and feels the same way and of course you come along and get in my head. And I know what you say shouldn’t bother me but it does, but now that feeling is so far gone because I finally realize after many mistakes of trusting you that you will never feel the same way I do and I accept that.”

“What are you saying Ariel,” I knew he was hurt because he called me by name which he never does. I wanted so badly for him to be in my life but I knew if he stayed he would never change and I needed to understand that. “I’m saying I am not waiting for you to change anymore. I’m not going to hold on to hope that you will come around and see that I have been standing here just waiting for you. I am officially cutting you out of my life.”

Kameron POV

“I am officially cutting you out of my life,” those words ran through my head as she walked away. I never thought she would cut me out of her life, I mean I knew I was hard to deal with but damn she just cut me out. Yea I know I have been treating her bad lately but I never thought she would get to the point where she would hate me. It’s not like I don’t have feelings for her I just don’t know how to act on them or if I do want to act on them. All I know is I need her in my life. 

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