-Nicki
How could he ? Be so rude? and mean I didn't mean to make him angry or put his hands on me. I just had to leave I couldn't take being there any more the way his face expression changed you would think it was a new August. Like something took over him it was scary , I want him to know selling drugs is not cool. I will work my ass for him I just want him to do the right thing
Is that asking for to much I just love August so much that I don't want him to leave me. I gave myself to him maybe he just wanted to fuck and be done with me. I wanna be the one who holds him up when he is down. When he stressing I wanna take it all away. He just don't see it my way. I want him to be the father of all my kids. And Harmony man I love her also I can't imagine being without her we need to make this right I'm not going to sleep until I know we are on good terms.
I left and headed to Chyna house.
KNOCK
KNOCK
KNOCK
I waited 3 minutes then she came to the door looking all pregnant. Her hair was in a messy bun with strings of hair hanging down on the sides .
"Hey best friend how are you " ?
She said moving out the way so I could come in.
"Not good "
Nicki kept her head down and sat at the table.
"Boo what's wrong "?
"Nun-",
Then Nicki broke down in tears. Everything just hit her at once . She has been strong for to long.
"I--Love--Him. "
Chyna sat close to her and rubbed her arms to calm her down.
Nicki sat there with her head in her hands. Crying letting the hot tears fall on the ground.
" I know , Shhhhh. Its going to be alright. What's really wrong because I know you won't cry over no nigga. "
" Chyna I need him. I love August so much.... I just want him to do better for himself. Because I believe In him. He just don't see it the way I see it. "
More tears rolled off her face Chyna whipped them with her tump.
"Aww so you are in love. August is going to do him at the end of the day no need of trying to change him. This is his life style being a street nigga. All he know is selling rocks and trying survive out here. "
"You right I respect his grind , but he put his hands on me. "
This made Nicki think about all the times Q would beat her ass! For no reason she thought being with August would be different.
