Have you ever tried your fucking hardest or absolute best for something or in my case for someone
For the past few months I've worked my ass off to change, be a better me, right my wrongs all for one person who fucked me over...
I'm in love with that person tho
Head over heels
Ive done everything I possibly could for this person, and it's still not enough
They tell me they don't want to lose me but still continues to put me through the same shit everyday..
I'm slowly losing myself trying to change for her
I'm lost
Confused
Damaged
I don't know the difference between what I want and what I need
I just feel like we're back we're we started
A dysfunctional mess
And it's killing me
I just honestly feel like I'm fighting for something that's just not there anymore
I just don't know how much more of this I can take until I break under the pressure and emotions I'm holding in
Sincerely
Asshole...
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Things I Can't Say Out Loud
RandomI'm doing this because I've realized I'm stuck. I've realized that the thoughts are real and I need to except it. I'm doing this to help myself get to point A to point B with out anyone's help
