Never Stop Dreaming // Tal Fishman

Chapter 47- Let it Be Me

Today I am back at my house finally.

From what I know Adi and Emily are still not talking.

I had never seen Adi be like this before.

He was so down.

He was not himself.

To be honest...

They need eachother.

From seeing how happy Adi was with Emily. Emily gave him somthing I can't. I wish I could but I have no idea how to. 

I have such a strong urge just to do everything in my power to make him feel better but...

Tal was right, being alone for him is the best thing for today.

He does not need anymore stress.

I hear a knock at my door.

I go downstairs and open it.

It was Cam?

Me-"Cam? What are you doing back so soon?"

Cam-"I felt like a douche. We made those dinner plans and... I just thought about my job. I was being selfish. Bailey... I'm sorry."

He hands me flowers.

I kiss him.

Me-"You did all of this?"

Cam-"Yeah, We have reservations."

Me-"Let me get ready. I will take 10 minutes,"

I rush upstairs to do my makeup, hair and a good outfit.

I put on a black bodycon dress with heels.

I go downstairs.

Cam stands up.

Cam-"Bailey you look beautiful."

I do a little twirl.

I smile at him.

We drive in his car to the restaurant.

We get out of the car and we walk into the restaurant.

Cam and I walk to a table.

We sit and order our food.

Me-"So how long did this take you to plan?"

Cam-"A friend did a last minute favor."

Me-"What about your job? "

Cam-"I was able to end my part early. I decided to take some time off for a while."

I smile.

Me-"really?"

Cam-"I need some more time here. Just to be on my feet for a while."

Our food is now served and we begin to eat.

We finsh eating an go to the balcony and sit.

Cam-"Did you enjoy dinner?"

Me-"It was amazing."

Cam-"I'm glad."

We look at the view.

Me-"I really appreciate this."

Cam-"Its really no problem. "

I look at Cam.

Me-"Seriously I do."

Cam walks up to me and puts his arm around me.

Cam-"I know. I appreciate you for coming here with me."

I smile at him.

We look at the view together.

The city looked so beautiful.

We leave the restaurant and he drives to my house.

We get out of the car and walk to my patio.

I begin to think of all the things me and Cam did not do together.

I feel like I am done faking be alright.

Me-"I need to talk to you about something."

Cam-"What is it."

Me-"Its about all of this. I feel I am putting on an act. I am not always okay when my boyfriend is 2 or 3 cities away from me. We have missed out on alot of things together. When you left me at homecoming or halloween."

Cam-"I thought you were fine. Why did you not tell me."

Me-"I can't get between you and your career. I want you to not focus on this anyways. I want to go home."

Cam-"Are you kidding. Bailey your so much more important than my career. You do so much for me."

Me-" You do alot for me."

Cam-"You can talk to me about anything ok?"

I smile at him.

Me-"Ok."

Cam-"Thats why I love you."

I was speachless. 

Did he really just say that?

I look at him.

Me-"I don't know what to say."

Cam looked at me and I knew what he wanted me to say back..

I was about to say it

But I could not. 

Me-"I have to get inside."

I kiss his cheeck.

I walk inside my house.

What the fuck just happened?!?! 

I messed up.

I wanted to say it to him but.. something stopped me.

I sit down.

I feel awful.