Now its a matter of finalizing the wedding, so booking a venue, inviting friends and family and just overall organization of the event.
Its important for me that I keep my mind fully focused on the wedding.
After lake Tahoe I don't want to think of my feelings.
I thought this wedding was a way for me to keep me occupied but I was proven wrong yet again.
I have to walk down the isle with Tal, I am not mad at that but I just wish it would be less awkward, its not like I can walk up to him and be like hey I have feelings for you...
Or could I?
Nope, I am too much a baby to have the courage to do that.
Today is going to be just a chill and laid back day... except for the fact that today I am also visiting Adi but I will also see Tal, its really fustrating from my standpoint.
Skip to dinner time
I am going over to Adi's now.
I grab my purse and phone.
I walk to Adi's house.
I knock on the door and I prepare myself to greet whoever may answer it.
The doors opens and I see Tal.
He looked suprised to see me.
I look down out of feeling nervous.
Tal-"Hi, bailey... we haven't talked much since lake tahoe, come inside."
Me-"Thank you."
I walk inside.
I look around to see Adi was not there.
Where is he?
I turn to ask Tal but I bump into something.
I fall fowards and realize I land right on Tal.
I open my eyes expecting the worst and I see myself in Tal's grasp.
He had his arms around me and he just looked at me.
He smirked.
Tal-"You okay?"
I couldn't help but chuckle.
But then I realize I am right on his chest and I quickly get off him.
Me-"Wheres Adi?"
Tal-"He's upstairs in his room."
I nod my head and begin to walk to the stairs but Tal stops me.
Tal-"Do you wanna hang out tommerow? Like go to Santa Monica or malibu?"
I look at Tal surprised by his offer.
I should say no but...
Me-"Sure."
Tal-"Actually I really want to talk to you more, since you have been more distant lately. Is everything okay?"
Me-"Everything is fine, the wedding originally was kind of surprising but I have been putting alot of time into it."
Tal-"Enough time to not be answering my texts or calls?" he said looking down.
I was speechless. I did not know that he even cared, or even noticed.
I look down.
Me-"I didn't think you cared whether I would answer or not."
Tal-"Of course I would care Bailey, I thought I did or said something wrong..."
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Never Stop Dreaming // Tal Fishman
RomanceSimply " The girl next door"... After Bailey wood finds herself living her best life in California with her bestfriends along her side. Some events lead to heartbreak, drama and finding herself as a person. The main question is... How can one dec...