He's Conceded | Yoongi X Reader

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"YOU DID WHAT?" You screamed at Jimin causing him to flinch back. "I- I'm sorry.." his head fell as you groaned in your seat.

"It just, it seemed so natural-"

You snapped, "Did you just say Hoseok, who is Yoongi's best friend, asking you for my number is natural?" Jimin realized how horrible the situation was.

"Hoseok said he wanted it because his sister wanted it!" You shook your head, "Just finish my make up please." You saw Jimin's hand shaking. "I know I messed up..."

"It's fine, I'll just deal with whatever is coming."

-
A week had passed by since Jimin practically gave Yoongi your number. You has almost forgotten about it until you received a text from an unknown number.

unknown: (Y/n), it's me Yoongi

You groaned as you laid down in your bed from blow drying your hair.

what do you want?

rat: I just wanted to know how you were doing that's all.

This is pathetic and you know it, give me one good reason why I shouldn't block you.

rat: (Y/n), I'm falling into a bad place again, and I just...I have to tell you this in person.

You had choices to make. You sighed knowing Yoongi would still try. Either way this could be a perfect time to tell him to leave you alone for you are almost done moving on.

Fine, come to the Kims house we could talk on the porch.

You turned off your phone knowing there would be someone hurt tonight. You just weren't sure if it would be Yoongi or you.

-
Yoongi drove somewhat happy. He just wanted to see you that's all.

No that wasn't it.

He wanted you back, for God's sake he needed you.

He knew that it would be difficult and he didn't expect you to be the most welcoming person. He was willing to do whatever to get you back.

He arrived quickly, almost too quickly. He arrived at the porch leaving the car there and seeing you just sitting on the chair made his breathe hitch.

"Oh you're here." You went over to open the gate.

Yoongi and you sat down.

There was tension as expected.

"Go on Yoongi," You sat there waiting for the half ass apology. For the cliché phrases.

"(Y/n), I've been such a dick but don't I deserve happiness too?" Your eyebrows grew closer together. "I'm confused..."

"I know I never made time for you anymore but I'm a human, I made my mistakes, how come I can't be happy anymore?" You didn't know what to say.

"You're right here in front of me and yet you're a stranger, you're so much more beautiful and it scares me."

"Yoongi, where is this going?" Your voice was stern.

"I've been such a conceited bitch I lost you, but you seem happy right now, I just want to apart of that." You shook your head no.

"For fucks sake! I- I want to be happy too", Yoongi said looking down at his hands. "I want to happy, and that's only with you."

You stood up and crouched down in front of Yoongi.

"You'll be happy, but not with me okay? You have to understand that." Yoongi went in to hold your hand which you didn't mind.

He was so vulnerable.

You could kill him with anything you said. You hold so much power over him.

It even scared you.

"I'm conceited, I know that, but I want to change! I really do...and I know you'll love that." You smiled painfully.

"I would have loved that Yoongi, but now, not anymore." But the moment Yoongi looked at you.

The eye contact.

It killed the both of you.

You had been trying to keep on a straight face. Yet seeing Yoongi's eyes begin to water, the tear that escaped. You know Yoongi really meant everything.

He meant every word.

"(Y/n), one last time? C-can I be your boyfriend?" You knew to say no.

But what Yoongi wouldn't know is that you were moving the next day.

He didn't know that when he woke up tomorrow you wouldn't be on the same continent as him.

And maybe for your sake, one last time was what you needed.

"F-fine."

And with that you walked up holding hands with the man who didn't have clue of what he was getting himself into.

You quickly went to your room.

And everything happened quickly.

Kisses were given, clothes were thrown off, next thing you knew, your hands were at the top of your head with Yoongi holding them there with love.

"Shit", he said as you felt the air of lust and sins. "Fuck." It was just like old times. Yoongi knew what you liked, just like how you knew what he liked.

"Fuck fuck." You groaned, "What?"

Yoongi looked at you below him. "You're so fucking beautiful." He kissed you in between every word.

And you loved it.

"I love you."

Your cheeks grew more hot. "Say it again."

"I love you so much."

-

The night fell. You looked at Yoongi who was asleep.

When he wakes up you will be gone and he will be hurt just like how you were.

He'll be all alone, maybe he'll finally learn how to grow.

You kissed his forehead.

"I love you too."