The differences between us Todoroki x reader

Chapter 12.

(This is before y/n goes back to school)
Y/n's POV
I've been training for awhile now, my father took a break from work and I took a break from school, even social media. Todoroki had been messaging everyday, when my father asked who it was I said social media drama, he believed me. I never answered him but I would look at the notifications from time to time. Some would read 'hey, are you feeling better?' And 'when do you plan on heading back to school?' And once he left 'I miss you... when will you come back?' He knows I see them but he never takes the opportunity to say 'I know you saw the message why won't you answer me?' But no he never did. While I was training, I've learned how to not pass out with my quirk, surprisingly enough I've been able to trap my father with my shadows multiple times. I felt weird for days after the incident
1. I was training with my father
2. I wasn't hanging out with Todoroki.
Though after the incident it didn't bother me that I didn't see him, well from time to time before I trained I could see him out my window glancing at my house, but my father saw him as well. He passed my house either running or just not going this way at all. I do kinda miss him it was nice hanging out with him. Though I did get hit after my father found out that he had a secret hiding spot, luckily he didn't destroy it. I sometimes sit there after training which is basically midnight, and well cry. I cry because I believe it's my fault this happened. If only I stood my ground, then maybe we would still be a secret. UGHHHH I HAVE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT!!!! But it just hurts thinking about it hurts, remembering the warmth I felt when he held me hurts, thinking about him... hurts. I just need rest and training I will be coming back to school before the sports festival. I will show them who I am. Who I've become. I'll make my father proud.
Shoto's POV
I've become desperate, I haven't seen her for weeks! Mr. aizawa would go over to their house and I would pray just a glance at her so I could see that she's okay, but no every time he enters it's pitch black. Not even the glowing light of the sun could shine it's way through, not even a dent. I would message her over and over again, she would leave me on read. I'm not one to care if she left me on read but because I haven't seen her in awhile it makes me terrified thinking that her father is seeing the messages, but even if he was I would think he would respond to my desperate pleads I've sent her over & over again. I tried going a different route one time but that only lasted a few minutes before I went running back to the direction of her house. Her home was never really anything special, or well as extravagant as mine. It was a two story house, painted a noir black, with a grey cobble stone for the roof, the curtains would all be the same color, and violets would give a pop of color since it was dark and luminous. Even before I was friends with her I found the house fascinating, by how simple but gorgeous the house was. I was satisfied with how organized it was, and how the little bit of color would make it brighter. Maybe that's why I liked Y/n she would give a pop of color anytime she left her house whether it was her outfit or bag she brought along to the place she was going. I sound like a stalker yes I clearly hear myself but what can I do when I'm walking by her house and that's the same time she's going to go see someone! Either way I miss her and I don't know what's going on with me... I'm being out of character... she just makes me want to be... happy.
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