The differences between us Todoroki x reader

Chapter 13.

Y/n POV
It was a Sunday evening, the day before I go back to school. I can already feel it. The whispering, the gossiping, and the glances they will give me. And then there's Shoto. How will I face him. Do I just avoid him? I mean we don't sit next to each other, but we are pretty close.
I shivered at the thought, it's going to be uncomfortable. I don't want to break my promise with my father that I won't speak to him not even glance, but if you've seen the messages he's sent me you would know Shoto is eager to speak to me. I hate it. I want to speak to him, to listen to his monotone voice, to show him some weird stuff I find online, to... hug him again. I want to feel his warmth, his arms rubbing my back while he moves me back and forth. I shouldn't feel this way about him. I'm supposed to hate him. I'm supposed to despise the Todoroki Family. Like my father said. Wasn't it there fault that my mother died....? ....wait...why were they at fault for my mothers death?.. What really happened the day my mother passed? All I knew was that Endeavor and my father had a huge argument that led both of them into tears. I should know I was there even Shoto was there, but I don't remember what they were yelling about. All I remember is holding shoto's hand before being forced to let go by my father. He dragged me home, while I cried about wanting to be with Shoto and my father cried because he wanted to be with my mother. She couldn't get a proper grave. Her body was too crushed to let her only be skin and bones. Actually her body was like a meat patty, maybe that's why I stopped eating burgers I guess I thought it looked like my mother. Setting that aside I got up and from my desk and went to my bed I needed sleep. But I couldn't stop thinking of Shoto, I went to sleep having him in my thoughts.
Shoto's POV
I want to see her so badly, I always get my hopes up. She has to be coming to school soon... right? The sports festival is soon meaning she'll have to come! I was thinking all of this on the comfort of my bed. School goes on like normal but it just doesn't have her in it. Midoriya is the only one who seems to care if she's replied to me yet. Uraraka stopped after a while, and Iida is busy with being president. I can hear my father yelling during his phone calls, I know he's been calling Y/n's father since I hear him yell out D/n. I don't bother asking why unless I want to get beaten for eavesdropping his conversation. My sister tells me that he's fighting with him again because he wants D/n to stop training Y/n so I could be above her in strength. And to be honest I didn't care is she was stronger then me or not. I closed my eyes a fell asleep with her in my thoughts.
*next day* (been a while since I've done a time skip lol)
Y/n POV
I woke up and went to my closet, there I saw my uniform. With a uncomfortable feeling I put it on. I brushed my hair and was about to go downstairs but I stopped. What if I left the door and immediately see Shoto? Slowly I went downstairs to exit my house. I looked out the window and there I saw him walking the street where I would walk. Immediately I left the house and ran the other way he must've seen me since I heard someone call my name. It felt weird going the other way, knowing that Shoto saw me in the uniform. Now he knows I'll be going to school. When I got close to the school I saw Shoto again running to the school where he stopped and looked around. I quickly used my quirk and ran past him, feeling a hand brush against me. I put on my school shoes and went to janitors closet. I hid there until I heard shoes running past the closet. I then ran out and entered the classroom. That's where I felt all the stares everyone in class 1A besides Shoto was staring at me. Midoriya was the first one to walk up to me. "Welcome back." He said in a smile, which should've made me calm down but no the uncomfortable pit in my stomach grew. I said a simple thanks and went to my seat. When Shoto came in I was ready to run out of the class but instead Midoriya spoke to him and Shoto went to his seat I really want to know what he said but as long as he wasn't going to try and talk to me I was fine. I put my head down until Mr. Aizawa came into the classroom. It hurt knowing Shoto was staring at me with eyes of wanting to speak to me. I just had to ignore him. When the class period ended I told Midoriya-kun that I was heading to the roof top and that he shouldn't follow me. He complied and left me alone when I was up there it felt nice. The breeze felt refreshing, the warmth of the sun fell all over me, the clouds were making the sky look magnificent. I didn't eat lunch which was fine as long as I was up here everything felt right. Though I wanted to show Shoto this, but as of now I can't. I took a picture of the scenery and left the rooftop. Since it was nearing the end of lunch. I headed back to the classroom looking at the photo I had taken.
Shoto's POV
I did my usual routine I've been doing since y/n not coming to school. I left the house and walked in the usual direction I was just walking past her house until I heard her front door open then slam, and steps running the other way. In instinct I turned around seeing her in the uniform I yelled. "Y/N?!" Seeing her flinch and run faster I went the way I was going since it's quicker to the school. When I made it I was looking around for her. She ran past me I tried to grab her but my hand was only able to brush her shoulder. Everything went so fast. I ran after her but she was using her quirk so my speed was 1/10 the speed as hers. I probably looked crazy running around the school looking for her I heard her run to the classroom when I ran past the janitors closet, I wasn't able to immediately run after her because I got stopped by the nurse. "What are you doing running around crazily?! You look like a mad man!" She scolded me.
"My apologies. I'm looking for someone." I said as I bowed down.
"If your looking for l/n the other mad person running around. She headed for her class. Now if you're going to head to her you better walk!" She stated. I walked to my classroom which felt like miles. When I entered the classroom I saw her in her seat. I was about to go to her but Midoriya stopped me.
"Todoroki-kun it's best not to bother her as of now. She just got back to school. You should wait for her to settle back down." He said quietly so she wouldn't hear. He had a point she just got back and running after her right when she got here would terrify her and most likely give her anxiety. I said alright and sat in my seat. Staring at her the whole time in class. When it was lunch she didn't enter the cafeteria, what I heard from Midoriya she went to the roof to calm down. I didn't go up there since it would end up being another chase. Instead I ate lunch per usual, just with her in my thoughts.