I stood in front of the bathroom mirror taking off my makeup before stepping into my shower. It honestly wasn’t much to take off because I’m not into foundation and blush. I like lip stick/lip gloss, mascara, eye liner and occasionally a little eye shadow.
After taking off my makeup, I got out of my clothes and turned on the shower. I made the water so that it was hot and I didn’t even bother turning on the fan so the stream would evaporate.
I stepped in shower, allowing my hair to get wet. My hair was already curly therefore the water tightened its curl. The water ran down the skin and I felt relaxed. I could stand there and think about everything that I needed to think about.
And by think about what I need to think about, I mean Jacob.
Tonight was amazing. It was perfect. I felt like a little kid, on top of him, pressing my lips against his. I knew he was nervous. I knew he didn’t want to make the wrong move, but he wasn’t. Everything was perfect and it all started with him asking to kiss me.
“Naomi?”
“Yes, Jay?”
“Can I kiss you?”
I rolled over on my side and looked at him. There was fear in his eyes. I knew he was scared about what I was going to say and it made me laugh. So to end the suspension of his worry, I scooted over and straddled over him. I ran my hands through his hair and I searched his eyes for a connection. It was there.
He lay back on the sand and I followed his league. My body went lower, almost as if I was lying on top of him. But I wasn’t.
And then our lips touched for the first time in four years.
It was like our first kiss all over again.
The sparks flew and I felt something.
I know he felt something.
We were meant to be and I felt tingly when our lips parted and our tongues entered each other’s mouth. The kiss was amazing. I yearned for him.
“Jacob—“
“I’m, I’m sorry.” He said quickly as our lips detached.
I think he thought I was trying to tell me was that I went too far, but he I didn’t go to far. He didn’t do anything bad and that’s kind of the problem.
“No, there’s nothing to be sorry for.” I said looking him up and down. I was seducing him and Mr. Fernando was paying a visit…if you catch my drift. From it all, I giggled, not moving or shuffling. I actually enjoyed feeling his penis poking me, though.
“I’m really vulnerable right now.” I said, sliding his hands down from my waist and onto my ass.
His eyes grew big and he obviously didn’t know what to do. He was breaking out into sweats and he moved his hands back up.
“No, it’s okay, Jay.”
“Naomi, this isn’t want you want.” he said, trying to get some sense into her. “Jacob I’ve missed you. I want more of you. I may be vulnerable but I’m not drunk. I know this is what I want.” I said sliding my hands back down.
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Soldier of Love
Fiksi Penggemar"I look into his eyes and I can see that he's realized he's done wrong. He always does wrong, but this time he knows he's in for it big time. The greatest understanding he's come to know is there's no turning back. What's done is done. But behind al...
