I Can't Let You Go After All

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//Yohohosh!!! And so! this is my 19th(?) chapter so.......

ENJOOY!!

Oliver's P.O.V

I was about to cry with Len's news. But I shouldn't.. I promised myself that I wouldn't cry if times like these happened.. Len doesn't like me crying.. it'll make things worst.

"Len... Who??" I hugged him as I asked that question. I really wanna know. "That's the point oliver!! You know who she is!!" I pulled out slightly as I raised an eyebrow. "Wh-what?" I asked in confusion.

"Oliver.. The girl who I was engaged with is Miku!!!" He yelled. I was shocked. How did miku hatsune get involved in this?!?! "She... She's the one who kissed you...." I said sadly. I wanted to cry. But I promised not to. I just held back my tears. Dont let it out, oliver.... Len looked at me sadly. "Yes..." He said and hugged me tight. "Its okay oliver.... cry if you want... Don't hold back."As he said that, I bursted out in tears.I can't even breathe because of crying. That girl... "H-how..." I asked. "Our grandfathers were the closest friends. Miku begged her grandfather to make my grandpa to be engaged with her. Since then... my grandfather forced me to get engaged with her... My parents tried to stop him because I was their child and I'm with you. But.... My parents couldn't stand against my grandpa... All they can do right now is feel sorry for men and ask me every minute if I was okay.... I got engaged with her and my grandfather said that I'll marry her when I'm 18..."

My heart broke into a million pieces. That was... That hurt. He's gonna get married... He'll leave me. "But don't worry oliver!! Im in love with you!!" He tried to cheer me up. This is wrong... they're engaged!!! I can't... I can't go between that! and plus! they'll always have dates. and then... love will be developed on them... Len... He wouldn't need me anymore. And.. if you love someone.. I have to let them go, right?? That's just wrong....

I pushed Len from me.. Which I received a shocked expression from him. "O-oliver..." I teared up so badly. Loving other people even though you're engaged is wrong, right?? "Len... This is wrong!! You.. You're engaged!!! Even though ... you don't love her... you're still engaged!! Len... I.. I don't want this!! I don't want to hide my love for you!! I.. I have to let you go!!" I yelled. Len was walking up to me and holding my wrists trying to look at me in the eyes. I tried not to look. I might give in. "N-no Oliver!! Please...." He begged.. I.. can't... "No Len!! I have to let you go!! You and miku... you'll always have dates... and then there's love that's gonna grow from you.. you'll begin to love her.. and you'll end up hurting me. I do t want that Len!!! Please... don't do this to me!!" I yelled. Len.. he kept crying.

"No oliver! please!! you're the only one I've got!! how could I possibly waste everything from you?!?! Oliver... I... I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH!!! How.. how could I EVER leave you?!?! You're the most beautiful thing that I've ever seen. When... When I knew your true colors... I always thought.. You were the one." He said. I cried so hard. that was really wonderful. "I love you too Len.... But-"

"But what oliver?!?! I'll end up leaving you if I fell in love with her??! this is wrong?!?! Oliver please!! first of all,I WONT leave you and I WONT fall in love with her because I have YOU!!! Second of all, remember what I told you?? I'd do EVERYTHING just to be with you!! No matter what!! Whether its right or wrong!!! All of that oliver.. ONLY because I love YOU!!"

I was speechless. I leaned over and kissed him. He kissed me back and pulled out. "I love you too, Len...." I said with a warm smile on my face. "I always loved your smile...." He said. "It completes you." I smiled at him brightly.

He took something out of his pocket. I was wondering what it was. "Len??"

"Oliver..." Len took out a small box out of his pocket. As he did... he knelt down in front of me. "L-len?!"

He opened the box in front of me.. It was a ring. I was so shocked. I noticed his fingers.. No Ring. He took it off?? L-len.. He IS telling the truth. "L-Len.."

"Oliver..... Happy 1st Anniversary.. And you thought I would forget...."

Oh yeah.. Today's our first anniversary... I completely forgot about it.. Oh yeah... How could I forget? He slid the ring in my finger. "This looks too expensive Len....." I like looked at the diamond ring. He just chuckled. "aww oliver.... I would buy the whole world just for you..." He said. I just quickly kissed him. And then hugged him.

"But len... I dont have anything for you.. I'm so sorry..." I apologized.. "Oliver... Seeing your beautiful face again is far from enough." He said. He was always so sweet. I love him so much... I guess...

I can't let you go after all.

//That's my longest chapter! heh. Don't judge meh!! xDDD I hope you enjoyed!!

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