everytime x Nick Mara

"And if you loved me this wouldn't have happened"

~two day later~
I waited. I waited two days for him to bring it up and he didn't even speak of it. I have been around but I have been distant. I just can't believe he would do something like this.

"Babe can you please get my phone off the bed" Nick asked as I was halfway down the stairs. I walked back up and got the phone. Then it pinged.

phone is locked

Sasha👅🍑
Hey I've been wondering if we could go for round three

I couldn't believe my eyes. He still talks to her. It isn't even a one night stand, this bitch is his late night booty call.

"NICHOLAS CARTER MARA" I screamed. I couldn't do it anymore. I needed to say something. I walked downstairs getting hotter woth each step. I was beyond pissed. "Who the hell is Sasha" I played dumb to see if he was going to lie.

"Oh babe she's just friend" He said and Brandon and Edwin looked at us, being the only ones there.

"Bullshit"

"What are you talking about" He asked. He just lied to my face.

"A 'friend' shouldn't have tounge emojis and peaches. A 'friend' shouldn't walk around your house in only a hoodie that I brought for you. A  'friend' shouldn't be asking for round fucking three. Three nick really. You had sex with her three times." I said trying my hardest to calm down.

"Babe hear me out, you didn't even tell me you loved me back"

"I know that and that morning I saw her in the kitchen I was coming to apologize. I was coming to explain to you that I was just scared."

"It's not that big of a deal"

"Do you want to know why it's a big deal. Because you lied to me, straight to my face. Because I do love you dumbass. And if you loved me this wouldn't have happened. This is what I have been scared of the entire time, to get hurt. Everytime someone tells me they love me they hurt ot leave me. Hunter hurt me Nick. My parents left me Nick. You, you hurt me. And to think I fucking fell in love with you." He looked at me shocked at the words that came out of my mouth. "Yep you heard right I am in love with you Mara. See you did it you won my heart and the first thing you did was break it"

"Love" He said. He tried to grab my arm but I pulled away quickly.

"Don't fucking touch me. You, me, we're done here" I walked out of the door. I walked away from it. I drove to the house and saw that Marissa was there.

"Hey Emma" She said and I just started crying. I fell to the ground on my knees and just cried. Marissa walked up to me and just hugged me.

~a week later~
I have missed nick so much but all good things must come to the end. I still text the boys, I just don't go around.

"Dante are you coming with me to see Evelyn" I asked him.

"Of course, I miss her" He put on his hoodie.

"You just started seeing this girl" I said.

"And I miss her" We hopped into the car and drove to my cousins house. I opened the door with my spare key and walked in. Dominic, Nicolette, and Evelyn were sitting on the couch watching TV.

"MAMMA" Evelyn yelled as I walked in front of the TV.

"Hey babygirl" I said. I hugged her because it has been sometime since I have seen her. I would beg hunter to go on Vacation here just to see her. I would lie about business trips and big meeting here to see my babygirl. I wouldn't go two weeks without seeing her. I would facetime her when Hunter slept just to see her face. Yes Evelyn is mine and Hunter's daughter. Hunter wanted me to get an abortion but I refused. When I had the baby he said that I had to do something with it or she will regret being born. I gave her to my cousin because it was the best for her. Of course I provide for her like a mother should just not as much as I would like.

"Hey Emma long time no see" Dominic said.

"Dom you saw me last week" I said.

"But you always come for Evelyn and not me and Dom" Nicolette said walking up behind Dom.

"Mommy can we go out please" Evelyn asked. She is the most adorable thing.

"Of course sweetheart where" I asked now I could spend so much more time with her.

"To eat at in n out" She said

"Of course you do. Dom stop eating that around her" I chuckled.

"What you know I love it" He replied. Nicolette kissed his cheek and he turned his face and kiss her. I miss that. When me and Nick did kiss it was the best feeling too bad I won't be able to do it anymore. I grabbed Evelyn's hand and we drove to the mall.

"Do you want to go shopping too" I asked her.

"Please, can we go to gucci first" I have no idea how she knows about gucci. But then again that is all Nicolette and Dominic wear. To think about it she has gucci shoes on now.

"Yes but we are going to eat" We walked into in n out and I picked her up as we waited in line. Then I heard the most familiar whine.

"Zion why do we have to be here. I didn't even want to get up." Nick whined while Zion pulled him into the restaurant

"Bitch you need to get up and stop being so gloomy" Zion said back. As me and Evelyn ordered our food we sat at a table.

"Mommy I have to go to the bathroom" Evelyn said doing a little dance. I walked her to the bathroom and sat back down and waited for her to come back. I looked up to see what the cashier was doing and it was a big mistake. Me and Nick made eye contact but for some reason neither of us broke it. Until I heard Evelyn calling me.

"Mommy, Mamma, mammina they didn't have soap and my hands are dirty" She whined. When I tell you that this girl is adorable.

"Here you go tesoro" I squirted some hand sanitizer into her hand and she smiled at me. I looked up and forgot Nick was looking at me. Evelyn followed my gazed and then spoke.

"Mamma that guy is looking at you"  giggled. I looked at Nick and he had the most confused look on his face. Zion was the only one who I told about Evelyn, to ask for his advice. Then Nick walked up to me. Great.
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"Emma" Nick said.....