"I go back to you, back to you, back to you
Back to you, back to you, back to you
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime
Just when I get on a new wave (yeah)
Boy, you look at me and I slip outta my lace
They keep calling me a head-case...
"Well it stared when I starting dating Hunter. I was 15. We were going great, My dad loved him, My mom was so cold towards him, and Dante didn't even bother with him. We were fine for a year but then he got really controlling. My music was just starting to sky rocket when he wouldn't let me leave the house. I started losing fans because I couldn't make it to the studio. Then I started lying about going to the gym alone just to go to meetings and and sessions. He was cheating on me anyway. When he found out I was lying he would hit me and kick me. If I went somewhere without his permission he would tell me to cut myself. I have passed out multiple times from loss of blood. He would rape me if I didn't want to have sex, and I never wanted to. Once I got pregnant with Evelyn he started not letting me see my parents. He wanted me to have an abortion but I refused. They knew I was pregnant and they were happy, a little disappointed, but happy. He stopped letting me see them completely. Dante ended up moving out here so Mamma and Papà were alone. Then I was eight months pregnant it was my birthday. I didn't know my parents were going to try and surprise me. My parents were sitting at a red light and some guy car jacked them. My mom tried to help my dad and the guy shot them both. In the middle of the street and it was my fault. Hunter pushed me down the stairs and I almost lost my baby. I bled all over the floor and he didn't even take me to the hospital. Luckily I didn't lose her. Hunter didn't even let me go to the funeral for my parents. I had the baby and gave her to my cousins. I would lie about business trips just to see her. She has become my lifeline. She doesn't know anything about Hunter and I don't want her to" I finished and lord I was crying to hard. It was literally my life story and it was so hard to share but I love Nick so why not.
Nick didn't say anything. He just hugged me and I cried on his shoulder. I have only told this story to Zion. He is the only one who knows about my life. My screwed over, miserable, cliche, typical fucked up white girl life.
"Neonata I'm sorry" He said. My dad always called me neonata. Having Nick say it just gives me a good feeling. My family moved from Sicily, Italy where I really only spoke Italian. When we moved to America, I don't know why though, I had to learn English.
"I can drive you home if you want" He said.
"I really want to stay with you" I said. Then I remembered Evelyn was downstairs. "But Evelyn is here"
"You two can have the bed and I'll take the floor" Nick offered.
"Are you sure"
"Of course" I went downstairs and grabbed Evelyn. She was already sleeping and the boys were taking nonstop pictures. I swear they are the best little family. I put Evelyn in bed and we layed there. I saw Nick on his phone, yawning.
"Babe get on the bed" I fake whined.
"No you and Evelyn can have it. I'll sleep on the floor" He didn't look up from his phone
"Nicholas Cater Mara"
"Come on last time you said that we broke up" He said looking up with a serious face.
"So get your ass on the bed" I laughed.
"It's not funny" He said getting in the bed. I literally couldn't ask for anything else. We fell alseep and Nick was cuddling me and I was cuddling Evelyn.
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zionkuwonu: Look at the little family. They are literally the cutest. My bestfriend, My sister, and Nick.
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User1: Wait who is her Dad User2: They are th cutest theEmmaRivera: I love how you don't even tag me Hater1: They aren't even a family. That girl is like 3 and Emma is 19 Ew. Nick isn't her dad and I don't even belive that they are together. They broke up probably because he cheated. Or he "abused" her. theEmmaRivera: What we not about to do @Hater1 is act like you know my life. Don't get beside yourself. I am a genuine person and Nick is a good person. Leave our relationship alone. Me getting pregnant whenever I did is none of your concern. But as always thanks for your opinion it is always appreciated. edwinhonoret: Someone just got cancelled zionkuwonu: ^^ User1: The shade therealnickmara: Why do I just get 'Nick' They get good names and I'm only Nick brandon_arreaga: Nick is a little salty Mara_Rivera: Shade, shAde, SHADE theaustinporter: Aw edwinhonoret: ^^
When I woke up all I heard was Nick running around screaming "Delete it" brandon was laughing so hard. Edwin of course was recording it. It was a video on snapchat of nick laughing so hard that milk left his nose. I realized that Evelyn was not in the bed and I bolted out of the door. I ran down the stairs and saw that she was watching tv.
"Are you hungry tesoro" I asked letting out a breath of relief.
"No uncle brandon made pancakes"
"Wait and no one saved me any" I said pouting. Ziom must have saw me because he walked into the kitchen.
"There are some in the fridge, you'll be fine" He said.
"There better be" I grabbed the pancakes and ate them.
"Mom Uncle Dante is calling" Evelyn said as she ran down the stairs with my phone.
"Answer and tell him mommy is not up" I whispered. Evelyn answered the phone.
"Hey uncle Dante...No...Mommy said she is woke right now" I snatched the phone out of her hand.
"Hey Dante" I giggled a little guilty giggle. "Ok whatever" I'm actually so fed up with Dante.
"Hey babe" Nick said walking downstairs grabbing and apple.
"Hey I have to go home because of, Dante" I said giving him a kiss. "Evelyn say bye to all of your uncles" I heard her tell everyone bye and of course she called Zion uncle caleb. I laughed and we drove home.
"Hey Em" Marissa said giving me a hug. I haven't spent much time with her. I got in and this time Dante didn't argue with me but I knew it was because Evelyn was here. Lord he is something.
