"I go back to you, back to you, back to you
Back to you, back to you, back to you
I go back to you, back to you, back to you everytime
Just when I get on a new wave (yeah)
Boy, you look at me and I slip outta my lace
They keep calling me a head-case...
"In my room" She said. I walked into her room and saw them sitting on her table. But they weren't white anymore. They were bright blue. I screamed to myself as I put them back in my closet. I just changed my entire outfit.
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"Emma I made breakfast" Nick yelled up the stairs. I walked down. I sat at the table.
"Ugh bacon" I said. Nick gave me the weirdest look.
"You love bacon" He said.
"Did you make hash browns, I want hash browns" I said. He handed me a plate of hash browns.
"I don't feel too well" I said as I ran to the bathroom. I threw up and felt my hair being put up. Nick was behind me holding it.
"Are you ok" He asked. This has been going on for the past week.
"I don't know" I said.
"Come on you are going to the doctors" He said picking me up.
"What about Evelyn" I asked.
"She is coming with us. We'll drop her off at school a little late" He said. He put me in the car and went to get Evelyn. Once we were all in the car he drove to the doctors.
"Do we have an appointment" I asked.
"No make one now" He said. I started making a last minute appointment. Once we got to the doctors I sat in the waiting area.
"Baby I feel nauseous" I said.
"You're gonna be ok Amore" He said rubbing my back. I nodded.
"What's wrong mommy" Evelyn asked.
"I'm ok" Then my phone rang.
"Emma where are you, we need to start making your beats" Brandon's voice echoed through the phone.
"I'm going to be late, like very late" I said.
"What's going on, are you ok" He asked.
"Yea, I'll talk to you later" I said.
"Rivera" The nurse said.
"I really gave to go, bye Brandon, love you" I said hanging up. I walked to the back. Nick held my hand.
"So what seems to be the problem Emma" Mr. Harvard asked.
"Well I haven't been able to eat" I said.
"And for the past week she has been vomiting" Nick said.
"Well I am so happy you decided to come here. I have one important question, When was your last period Emma" The doctor asked. I had to think.
"Maybe like six weeks ago" I said.
"So during Valentine's day you were only a week late"
"Yea but that's normal for me" I said.
"But that means you should have started within the past week" Mr. Harvard said.
"What are you saying" Nick asked.
"I'm saying that Ms. Rivera is two weeks late on her period and I would like to perform an ultrasound"
"Ok" I said. I got on the table and lifted my shirt a little. He applied something cold on my stomach.
"So what is it" Nick asked.
"Do you see that" Mr. Harvard said pointing to a little white speck.
"Yea" I said.
"That is an embryo that has been fertilized. In short terms, Ms. Rivera you are pregnant"
"Wait, I'm what" I said in shock.
"You are what looks like a week pregnant" Mr. Harvard said.
"We are going to have a baby" Nick said cheerfully. I then had a flashback to the night.
"Yea" I said. We finished up all of the appointment and dropped Evelyn off. We drove to the boys house.
"Do you want anything to drink" Nick asked.
"Yes, I don't care what it is" I said. He pulled into a close starbucks and ordered me a mango refresher. I drank it almost immediately. Once we got to the house I went straight to the studio.
"Thank god Emma, now we get started" Brandon said. I smiled slightly. We made some extra sick beats.
"Ok I'm so tired" I said.
"You can lay on the couch while I go get Nick" Brandon said. I nodded as I layed on the couch holding my stomach and started crying.
"Are you ok Emma" Brandon asked. I thought he had already left.
"Yea I'm fine"
"Don't lie to me"
"If I tell you this you cannot tell anyone" I said.
"I swear"
"Brandon, I'm pregnant and I don't know if I'm meant to have another baby. Because everytime I look at my stomach I think of that night. You can't tell anyone because I don't want to get their hopes up like last time" I said wiping my tears.
"Aww Emma, you are meant to have another kid. You are the most perfect mother to Evelyn. Never doubt yourself and I won't tell anyone until you're ready" He said.
I gave him a hug and he hugged me back. He walked upstairs to tell Nick I was tired. I layed back on the couch. Before I knew it I was sleep.
So basically I don't want to tell anyone until I'm showing, if that ever happens. I'm hoping that things go my way but things are going fairly well. I just have to be prepared for the worst which has yet to come.
