Well it is currently almost last month of tour. The girls joined again when I went to Cali so now they are with me. I told them about the breakup. Right now I am getting ready for this show.
"Emma are you ok" Tiffany asked.
"Couldn't be better" I smiled. I have been scared for Hunter to show up again.
"Good" Nicolette said. I went out to preform. Every show is like the next. I just can't wait for the very last show. The waves are going to have the best time ever. I am even giving out free last minute tickets. We went back to the bus.
"These shows are always lit" Marissa said.
"I know, they make me feel all types of emotions" Charlotte said.
"Damn ladies we did good" Kaitlyn said.
"We should watch a movie with Evelyn" I said.
"Definetly" Fiffany said. We went to the back and watched a bunch of movies with Evelyn. The girls were facetiming there boyfriends and stuff so Evelyn got to say hi to them. In three days it will make two months. I think that's the longest we've been apart.
I need to just think. Then I looked at my phone.
Zion
Emma can you please talk to him
Emma
Who
Zion
Nick, he needs you
Emma
No, I can't talk to him not after he said that he enjoyed it
Zion
He was just saying stupid shit
Emma
That's why we broke up Z
Zion
You can't say that you don't want to be with him
Emma
I don't
Zion
Don't lie to yourself, do you want to know how I know
Emma
How
Zion
I bet you put that ring back on after every show. Just to remember. To have his presence with you. To feel his hugs, his laughter, his smile
Emma
Zion stop, I don't want to cry In front of Evelyn. You know how I feel about that. How do you know what I do after shows
Zion
All of your best friends are with you. I am friends with all of their boyfriends. They are all concerned about you. They tell us important things.
Emma
Why is what I do after shows important
Zion
Because Emma it shows that you still love him and no matter what you will. I know you see me as a big brother so that's what I'll act like and let me tell you, you have a lot of those.
Emma
Zion I don't think I can go back to him
Zion
Emma he sits outside of your house everyday hoping you'll be back. He spends at least three hours out there a day. He needs you Emma just like you need him.
Emma
Zion I can't
Zion
I'm not saying that you have to get back with him but just talk to him because you both are broken. Whether you want to admit it or not, you both are.
Emma
Fine. I'll talk to him
Zion
This is for both of you Emma, trust me
I locked my phone and thought about what Zion just said. I looked at my hand and saw the promise ring on my finger. I went into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I took off my makeup and saw how horrible I looked.
I had bags under my eyes and my cgeeks were red from crying everynight. I could see how lifeless I looked. I knew that I needed for this to stop. I knew I needed closure so I decided to call him.
"Hello" I heard him say on the other end. I could hear a lot of wind.
"Where are you" I asked. I heard him gasp.
"Emma" He questioned.
"Nicholas where are you"
"I'm outside"
"Where" I asked. There were tears in my eyes. I hope Zion was lying. I don't want him on my doorstep.
"I'm sitting in front of your house" He said.
"No" I said.
"Nick why" I asked.
"I'm waiting for you guys to get back" I heard the hurt in his voice.
"Nick please go home do you know what time it is back there" I said.
"Yea it's only 1 am" He said.
"How long do you usually stay out there"
"Till I fall asleep, around 3 am" He said.
"Nick no, don't do that. I'm not worth that" I said.
"Emma you are worth my life"
"Why would you say it then Nick"
"It was spur of the moment. I wanted you to feel what I felt when you called me a distraction. I'm so sorry I said that. And I will admit I am jealous of Jason, you just looked so happy"
"Nick we are just friends and nothing more. I didn't mean to call you a distraction, you were something to keep my mind off the bad in my life. You helped me stay in a good mindset"
"Emma I didn't mean to hurt you"
"Nick I just, I don't know what came over me"
"Emma I miss you. I miss you so much" He said. It sounded like he was crying, which made me cry.
"Nick I miss you too, it has been so hard without you. I think Evelyn is starting to see through me"
"Emma will you take me back"
"Nick we have to take it slow, I am calling because of closure. I would love to get back with you but we need to collect ourselves. We need to be in our best"
"Ok, it won't take long"
"Just be patient" I said.
"Emma can you do one thing for me"
"What is it"
"Can you start wearing your ring again, please"
"Ok, bye Nick" I said.
"Bye" He said. The line went silent. I slid on the door and cried. I need time. I wiped my face and walked to the back. I saw everyone sleep. I turned off the TV and sat in the front of the bus.
"Goodnight" I said kissing their heads.
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everytime x Nick Mara
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