This Time I'll Make It

My best friend's crush (1)

So this is my last year of college. In fact, I'm actually 3 days away from saying goodbye. On the last week we always have this festival, and tonight I'm meeting my friends.

I decided to wear my new black lace blouse with jeans and my black All Stars.

I can't believe I have to say goodbye to some of my friends in three days. I didn't start college in the best way, my grandma passed away two days before classes started and that made me keep to myself for a while. But I've met so many amazing people here and having to say goodbye just hurts like hell. I know it won't be easy, and I'm used to loosing people, but I really hope we'll still be in each other's lives, even if not like we are now.

Someone knocks on my door and my thoughts go away.

"Are you ready?" My sister asks.

"Yeah, I'll be downstairs in a minute."

When she leaves the room I put my lipstick on and grab my bag before leaving the room.

We're all meeting at my friend Allison's house before heading for the festival.

The air is heavy tonight, everyone's feeling's are high. We all feel like crying and honestly, I just want to get the hell out of here, I can't go through this right now.

My prayers are answered when someone finally mentions heading out. Allison isn't coming tonight, she said she wasn't feeling well and rathers stay home, but the guy the shares her house with is. His name is Dan. A while ago I met one of his friends at his birthday party. Allison invited me to sleep over that night and I ended up meeting Liam. We've been talking ever since.

At first things between us were normal, just two friends. But it's been two months and we have talked every day. Besides, a few weeks ago, me and my friends went out to a club and he was there so we all stayed together. He tried to kiss me several times and I had to control myself not to let him because Allison was there and she had told me she has a crush on him so I would never do it in front of her.

Anyways, yesterday we were texting and we kind of made a bet and I won so he asked me what I wanted and I might have said a kiss, but he hasn't seen the text yet so who knows what will happen.

We're inside the festival now and Dan isn't really friends with any of my friends so I'm trying to stay close to him so he doesn't feel left out. He stops on our way to the front row and I stay behind not to leave him alone.

"Something wrong?" I ask.

"No, I'm just waiting for Liam." He lets me know.

I stay with him until Liam shows up and after they go get drinks, we all make our way to the front row.

"So you never told me what you want from that bet." Liam says.

"Yes, I did." I smile.

"So tell me." He's curious.

"If you really want to know, you have to go check your messages." I tell him. There's too many people listening.

He checks his phone and then whispers in my ear.

"Is that what you want?" I nod. "Then I guess I owe you a kiss." He says and leans in, kissing me.

We both smile when it's over. Damn, he can kiss!

****

The concert is over and Liam and Dan have been gone for a while. They left in the middle go get drinks and didn't come back. I see them standing near the bar and Step, one of my best friends, tells me to go there. I grab her hand and fo to them. She leaves me there with them and after stopping by Dan's house, Liam and I make our way to catch a cab.

"Do you really want to go home? I wanted to enjoy the night a bit longer."

"Do you want to come home with me then?" He whispers in my mouth while he kisses me.

Before I realized what I'm doing, I'm on my way to his place. He holds my hand the whole way and when we finally get there, he takes me to his room. I sit on the bed and take my shoes off, then I get up and put my earings in my bag. Liam turns off the lights and comes to me. He kisses my lips as we lay on the bed. He's on top of me, taking my jeans off first. I grab the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head, my blouse follows. I take his shorts and boxers off, then Liam unclasps my bra and pulls my pants down my legs.

When I kissed him tonight, I did not think things would come this far but, honestly, I want this. I want him. And he wants me.

We're kissing and without saying a word, he looks into my eyes, kisses my lips and inserts himself inside me. I'm moaning in his ear as he bites my neck. I turn us around so I'm on top and damn it feels amazing like this. After a while Liam is on top of me again and I tell him to put on a condom. He puts it on and inserts himself inside me again. Fuck, he's so great at this.

When he's finished, he steps outside for a minute to go to the bathroom and, when he comes back, he lays next to me.

"I have to go, it's getting late." It's 6am actually, I can't stay much longer.

Instead of answering, he kisses me again as his hand travels to between my legs. Two of his fingers are inside of me while I massage myself. His lips go from my lips to my breasts and my neck. It feels good but  having him inside me is way better so I get on top of him. He puts another condom on and inserts himself inside me once more. Liam turns us around so he's on top. It feels even better than the first time. I dig my nails into his back while pulling his hair.

"Can I be rough?" He asks.

"Yes, please." I whisper in his ear.

He bites my neck hard several times as I moan his name while I pull his hair and dig my nails in his back over and over again until he comes inside me once more.

He gets up to go to the bathroom and I can't believe my eyes when I look at him and see that the condom broke.

"I think it broke." I say.

He touches it and says "No, I think it's good."

"It's not, it broke." He looks at it and then back at me.

"I'm just gonna go to the bathroom and we'll talk about it when I come back, okay? Don't worry." He tries to calm me down but I know he can see the panic in my eyes.

I get up and put on my clothes. When he gets back, I'm fully dressed and I've already called a cab. I can't believe it's 8am. We had sex for almost three hours.

I'm sitting on the bed and he sits next to me after putting his boxers back on.

"So what do you want to do?" He asks.

"I checked my menstruation tracker and it says there's no danger of pregnancy but I'm thinking about taking the next day pill, just in case."

"Honestly, I don't think there's danger, but if taking it makes you feel better, I understand." He holds my hands in his.

"Thanks, Liam." We ear a car pull up. "The cab is here, I have to go."

He walks me to the door and kisses me one last time before I leave. He's so sweet and understanding. He asked me to stay the night earlier but my parents would freak out if I did so I have to go home. I really need to get some sleep.

After I get in the cab, I grab my phone from my purse and text my dad to let him know I'm on my way home. That's when I see I have a text from Allison saying she knows about me and Liam and that she never thought I would do something like this to her.

Fuck! I was going to tell her but I didn't want her to find out from someone else. I adore her, but I cannot deal with this right now. I need to get home, take a shower and get some sleep.