This Time I'll Make It

I can if I want to

Jeans are always my go to whenever I go out with my friends but tonight I said 'fuck it' and left the house with my new black dress and black boots. We had a Christmas dinner and now we're at the bar just drinking and laughing. Exactly what I needed, a night out with people that don't kill the mood with talks about shitty people and sad things.

I'm drinking shots with two of my friends when I notice a guy I had a one night stand with looking at me. I don't even need to look his way to know he's checking me out. I let him enjoy the view for a while and then look straight into his eyes. No need to say he can't hold eye contact for more than a few seconds. I know exactly what he wants and what he's thinking about. But if he wants me, he's going to have go come and get me. And I'm going to make it hard for him, but I know he'll come. They always do.

Two hours later and we're now at the club. L, F and I are dancing while the guys are drinking as they watch us from the counter. The trick to get a guy to come to you is to pretend you don't even notice when you know keeps looking your way all the time. Like now, for example, D is watching me dance to funk and we all know what that does to guys. My horoscope said someone might approach me wanting sex tonight and he is crazy good in bed. Cheers to me.

L's boyfriend is, N, is dead drunk so he leaves earlier while the other guys join us on the dance floor. We're all dancing but the group gets shorter by the minute. It's 6 am when the club closes and there's only four of us left. Me, L, D, and a guy whose name I don't know. We're at the entrance and we all wanna go home but L won't stop laughing and keeps saying I can't leave yet so I just stand there while she talks with the guy I don't know and that's when I make my move. I lock arms with D and then lay my head in his shoulder. The moment he kisses my forehead I know I have him.

After a while L finally stops laughing and we all start to make our ways home. The three of them are going down and I'm going up so here's where we go our separate ways. I start to feel a little sad he didn't make a move but that's when I eat them calling my name so I turn around.

"Wait, we'll wait for the cab with you so you're not alone." L says.

Lucky me there isn't a cab at the main square as there usually is. L gets sad about the Christmas tree not being on so she tries to light it up while I laugh at her stupidity. D is right by my side. Maybe he will make a move after all.

Two cabs arrive but two other girls are faster than me and get them both. So I just tell them to go home cause I don't mind waiting alone. They start crossing the street but D turns around and comes to me.

"Text me when you get home alright?" He hugs me and gives me a kiss in each cheek and I can tell he want my mouth in his.

L starts yelling at me to go with them to her house and eat pancakes but then disappeares from our sight.

"Go take her home." I tell D.

I turn around to walk away but he stops me.

"Are you sure you're okay to stay here alone?"

"Yeah, just go." D hugs me again but this time he kisses my lips.  I knew I could make this happen if I wanted to.

"Are you sure you have to go home?" He asks when we break the kiss.

"What do you want?"

He holds my hand in his and says "Don't ask me that. Never ask me that, you know what I want. The question is what do you want?"

We're looking in each others eyes and I don't want to leave but the moment he stops talking a cab pulls up and a girl asks if we're going to need it. I have to make a decision. I can either say yes and go home with the satisfaction that he did in fact make a move, or I can say no and, in that case, we both know where our night is going to end.

"No," I tell the girl without even thinking.

I look at D and sigh. I knew he would do something, I knew he couldn't resist. What I don't know is how he was able to turn me on with one kiss and one question. Maybe the promise behind both, or maybe because I know what he wants and I remember how great he is at it. Either way, I'm going home with him.

When we get to his place, we head straight to his bedroom. I place my bag on the floor at the end of the bed and my coat on the chair before sitting in bed and taking my boots off. My feet were killing me and I feel automatically relieved. Then I lay in his bed and wait for him to join me, which he does shortly after. He lays down beside me in nothing but his boxers. We kiss as he holds me in his arms.

"You have to tell me what you want me to do." he says.

"You can do anything you want."

He chokes me and asks "Are you sure?"

"Yes." He does it again only this he hurts me so when he lets me go, I sit up. "As long as you don't hurt me."

D sits behind me, one leg at each side so I'm in the middle. He kisses my lips and then bites my neck, nearly breaking my necklace with his teeth. He unlocks it and places it on his bedside table. Then he lays down and I sit on top of him, kissing him as he pushes his length against me.

We're both moaning when he says "You're such a good kisser, and I like the way you look at me."

So I kiss him over and over until he breaks the kiss to take off all my clothes. After that it's his turn to be on top of me. He spreads my legs open and forces himself inside me. I love when he does that, it feels amazing like this.

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Once we've both been taken care of, I check my phone to see what time it is and it's 8:30 am. How the fuck have I been here for over two hours?

"I have to go." I tell him and start getting up.

"Just stay for a little bit." He asks so I text my dad saying I'm at L's and I'll take a cab home later.

He sets an alarm for 9:30 am in case we fall asleep and I go back to bed and lay beside him. D covers us up and puts one arm around my waist while I lay my head on his other arm. I kiss his lips from time to time and every time, he kisses my forehead right after and caresses my hair.

This is definitely the best way to end a Thursday night and start a Friday morning!